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finally i get my darling to read my blog. one good thing is that he didn’t comment anything which i think is a good sign hehe so i guess im one of those govt slaves that been looking forward for a weekend off for years and finally im gonna get it. well, the 5 day workweek will kick off tomorrow. i've indicated that i'll be doing the 8.00-5.30 time slot. hope it’ll gets approved. which also mean that i hv to get up early every morning. well, life is abt making choices and i hope i'll make a good one, insyallah. to my neighbouring country across the sea .. happy merdeka day! i watch their countdown yesterday on tv1 and the fire works too. haiiii …. no comment ar

i got lock again while making some changes to my blog hehe. when will i learn? 27 aug was so great. ibuk masak nasi tomato yum yum .. no wonder i never dreamt of any candle light dinner cos no chef can ever beat my ibuk’s cooking. heh, but serius it was so sedap … by the time i got back home, somebody sent a birthday card to me .. wow from melbourne!! she didn’t forget at all. i love it especially with the 2 photos of her kids. i scanned it and shared the photos with the rest. thank u girl, dun be sad ok. it was late, my young lovey still wanna play .. while playing with him, i got one final gift for the day from my darling. a white gold bracelet with little diamonds, just what i wanted!! hey, u got me darling. love you so much. so the day ended with a new beginning of me. finally, i got 4 bajus, 3 brooches, a bunch of purple bangles and blue bracelet watch and green braun buffel purse. sounds like im lucky eh? alhamdulilah .. what more can i say .. its all God’s wi...

alhamdulilah i feel so blessed. syukran ya allah. for all the wonderful thing u grant me all this years. each day i've gone thru with great faith; that whatever happen good or bad are a learning process for me. please dun take away my faith to u ya allah but make me a better and stronger muslim with every breath that i make. amin. last nite, after the clock striked 12, i received smss every few minutes on b'day wish. thanks to all .. u make me happy arr. this morning, a fren shouted from the opposite blk to wish me too. huh! kecoh best kan?. colleague stop by to wish me and brought flowers for me with this cute little cat on it. a fren aka sista from kl called me!! dia kasi surprise. terima kasih banyak2 ok sis.. u dun change k, i need pple like u .. to remind me of what work & play in life. then, while having lunch (a birthday treat gak), i received a longer distance call. a good fren of mine whom i miss so much called me!! i was so happy, but the reception wasn...

i think i did the very unlikely move on the verge of 27 aug 2004. its not merepek or giler .. i don’t think so .. cos it is the most sincere thing that i ever did, which is to sms everyone and thank them for the wonderful life i had with them and more meaningful stuff coming into my life. i guess, not everyone agree with it .... hehehe funny ar .. where’s ur humour people??? … its a birthday wish fr me to all my love ones out there .. only 2 responded: ...hehe, klakar seram seh, dia punya b'day dia yg wish kita .. ...oh wish pple ur b'day means u gettin' ur own prezla? ok lor .. Semusim Berlalu Melewati hari-hari Aku rasa sunyi Kian lama menyendiri Jiwa yang tak terisi Merenung ke dalam diri Kurasa kekosongan Segala yang ku miliki Semakin jauh pergi Di suatu masa hidupku bahagia Tika hadirmu dulu ke dalam duniaku Di bawah awan kita pernah bersatu Menjalinkan rasa rindu Semusim yang berlalu Semua kini tak lagi ku temui Saat dengan mu yan...

oh i just can't stop it .. can i? had lunch and watched OC episode 25. Yeah, its gonna end soon. My sis kindda told me the ending .. so its kindda mix feeling for me. Hope i won't cry hehehe. had a dream this morning .. kat laman maarif, if u are facing the building then it will be on ur right side heh .. we were there for a celebration ... i saw chita & dijah kat blakang .. ani and lin infront of me, jun is struggling to hold my head from turning cos emmy is bringging me a cake ... as a surprise ... so sweet ... so mischievious ... so funny ... & so sad ...i wish that was real ... I can feel the vibes of being 30. It will be fine, Insyallah. As long as u have God with u, u just go with the flow. to a fren of mine: ayo fren .. u always bizi lah since u got pregnant. Foods not rite lah, pain lah, ur work lah, u son's project lah, need to call people lah .. hindi songs lah .. how u gonna find time reading my blog? hv fun guys .. im sleepy already....

It’s the last day of me being in the 20s …I won’t forget u dude. You’ll change my life, I’ve grown to be a women if not a lady hehehe .. lost my virginity to the man that I love so much and granted with our little one from the seed of our love. What more can I asked? fren migrated to Melbourne .. me still working and my big thank to mummy & daddy and little sista too for loving us all. So this morning, my journey to work was not a lonely one. Met someone and she started talking and I feel like im having the longest journey to work ever in the history of my working life. She’s a very firm lady. Believe in God, redha and no complain kindda attitude. Oh man, I dun need this .. so depressing tau. Im in a notti mood. I wanna have fun .. let me .. let me .. let me pls …. But my mood change to a happy one when I read a mail from a fren, thanks dude.

if u here at my workstation u'll see my calender mood is telling u dat im feeling disgusted. heh, but that's all in the past. Im up and chirpy again especially after seeing photos of my fren with her idol hehehe --> happy to the max eh?? oh ya, while meeting ur idol at the mamak stall .. tak de ke orang lain yg minat kat diorang?? Anyway, that's wat life is all about, we have enuf problem dat we dun need to add some more. A fren of mine got promoted but she's not happy. Eh, that's not new .. i hv a collegue here doing the same thing too. What's wrong with all this people .. cos I WANT A PROMOTION!!! gimme lah eh, im sleepy lah zzz

i was full of enthusiast to start my day but something tells me i will not get what i want. and true enuf what im hoping for turn out to a big joke. im so disgusted with what happened but its ok cos no permanent damage done, it’s only the ego thingy life is like that. God create it that way, He knows wats good and wats bad for his hamba and i will be ok. I noe how to take care of myself. Heh.. i heard some kids telling me how they lost all their faith in the way .. they were talking world peaces and the war in the street the line on their faces so deep a revelation that reach out and touch the pain we overdue child.. change now its time for change nothing stay the same now its time for change i’ll change well i’ll change.. not tomorrow but today … Change by motley crue

i just can't seem to remember my username. but after i made the enquiry and try to to get in again, it WORKS!. ayo ..manyak susah lor anyway, a fren there.. just linked me to her blog. it was cool stuff. full of weird words that i think i might need a dicky to check out the real meaning. But that's ok, it makes life more interesting and at least i knoe that my vocab is still near to uno. Gosh! i should learn words it will be good for my young lovey too. Should stop learning languages from tv. Oh well, no wonder i flunk my GP. But that’s ok, at least i found my love partner when i re-sit for the exam. so a fren of mine just got a prada bag and tod's. i noe prada but wat’s a tod's? but its ok, its not as if im gonna get one too. Maybe I should go to petaling street heh … so after almost of 30xx old of living, i guess this is who i am eh? it would be good if i can do a survey and find out how my frens look at me. but adulthood is so different. I just hv to do ...

i forgot the password to my own blog?? how to update? and this blogger took half day to reply to me. oh well, thanks anyway. im back to write. Saturday was superb. went for a jemputan with my lurves ones ... it’s a gd outing hehe, thanks to my lovey. sunday, my young lovey suka merajuk. Ayo .. but that's ok with me. My other lovey is just charming. hey, i had a pre-birthday makan yesterday. its was good. i requested for a briyani, no ayam fish will do. so this blog has a fan already. Wohooo! thanks ya. i hope i'll keep the thinggy goin. adik, u don play2 with fire wait get burn i duno .. we don't have benol with us. btw, wats this stuff abt being a virgo and perfectionist. Com'on lah let's face it, no one's perfect. dun stress urself for wanting to be a perfectionist cos if it happen, it happen. If not .. dun go and cry over it!

It’s saturday what do u expect?? i'll be outta here in another hour. so let me enjoy my earthy blog for a while. i finally did it eh? tho its kindda plain but who cares its mine. Yeah! i want a birthday cake for me self but i doubt i'll get it cos eggs suddenly kaput into the thin air. Gods will i can't argue that. well, let me see what my lil sista got to say abt my blog. she always got weird stuff in her head, damn!

hehe after getting so sick and tired of reading some strangers blogs, i guess its about time for me to write my own. Dun noe how long its gonna last but im sure hope it will keep on going at least for a while. heh, i don't even know if this blog is running or not cos i just so lame with all this savvy stuff. ha! Btw, welcome ..