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oh yeah, its been long.. i almost thot its the end of them. The fame and famous. the sex, ego and melancholy songs. Yet i heard it today, hari yang cerah kidda give hope to the hopeful soul. Lifted my spirit, nak gi muzika or whatever store to get it. Im all excited ova this 3rd album of Peterpan . nawww its ok, u donch hv to understand ..its gurl stuff. yesterday, i met the lady that i complaint abt being rude tuu.. ala ala nyonya jer. no wonder etika kerja kureng... p/s: "kat interchange jual baju yg u pakai ni cuma 5$ jer.." how do u feel when ur baju cost almost 40$ eh? You Are Strawberry Cake Fresh, sassy, and romantic. You're a total flirt, who never would turn down a sugary treat. Occasionally you're a bit moody - but you usually stay sweet! What Kind of Cake Are You? dah ku agak daaa.. gimme chocolate/coffee/mocha cake anytime tengah tidur pun bley bangun, tengah kenyang pun boley makan but not straberry cake pls.. but the description suits me just fine haha

S elawat dan salam utk Junjungan besar kita Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Smalam ova at jln sultan rasa cam half raya cos ramai yg berbaju kurung, bersongkok .. senang, riang dan sejuk mata memandang.. oh, we were at zam zam.. am still looking for my buku maulid. Nak baca dgn anak2 tapi blum jumpa lagik! *alasan* today's the 1st. Kimi turned 5 mths old and having high fever. kimi cepat baik ok boy.. bubu saaaaaYaaang kimi. Dibdib plak hari ni rajin berkemas. Hahahha cute sangat.. nak tunjuk pandai lah tuu. Lovey is doing his 12hr shift today, so later im gonna do the fish & chip again with white cream pasta. ok tak tu? *mana buku maulid tuuu?* still searching...

Last nite it was all sticky for us, i woke up at 5 plus .. looking out, weather still normal. lovey continue with his work and me getting ready for another working week! Check on kimi he was happy after being fed with one bottle of milk. Dibdib on the other hand had developed fever, he was coughing yesterday. Took the kodomo patch and stick it to his forehead. Feed him paracatemol and cough mixture and told him to go back to sleep. By seven i was all ready, told lovey to move his butt or i took train instead *hahaha even lovey dun buy my warning* by the time we went out it was raining heavily with thunder and lightning. oh well i was late to work : ) my dad is having his cataracts remove this thursday morning. So i just found out only one eye at a time *doink* and the next day will hv to bring him again for check-up. I only have half day leave till the new financial year this coming apr. SO how? :( (For the first time in my working days i dun hv leave to bring forward hahaha time has...

d ari tadi aku asik tengok foto2 orang hehehe kepo no.1 gitu and then pergi from one link to another. All the people that i dun know abt. checking out the youth these days cuti2 ke bali dan thai berbikini dan minum2 lagik. Haaizzz.. daring betul budak2 ni buat kerja kengkadang tu sampai aku terlupa yg diorang tu melayu. Tak pe lah semoga Allah beri hidayah pada mereka dan kita juge.. yang ada tuu bila dah berumah tangga terus berubah walaupun tak lah sampai tahap tudung lingkup tapi tiang agama dah mula didirikan... itu satu permulaankan? aku terjumpa plak blog tentang sahabat baik idola SG 2. hahaha ada gambar hadi jadi pengapit lagi. Ketawa aku sendiri bila membaca blog itu lucu sangat - sangat. serve punya serve aku terus tertidur, bila sedar aiyoo kesejukkan aku kat opis. Aku capai jaket dan teruskan melungsuri web lagik hahaha. Tengah lunch hour dan aku tak kemana pun, apa lagik nak buat. Semalam dah kene tegur yg aku ni gemuk hehehe.. aksyen happy dan tak kisah dgn komen orang ...

S ejak kejadian gempa di Sumatra selasa lalu aku jadi lebih takut dgn segala bencana yang berlaku. Sumatra terlalu dekat dgn Singapura, walaupun kedudukat singapura di kepung oleh Johor dan juga kepulauan indonesia, segalanya berkemungkinan. Gegaran yang aku rasakan mungkin tak seberapa tapi takut ku.. kalau tidak masakan aku tinggalkan salam ampun dan maaf kepada smua - kan? Temanku baru 3 bulan lepas pergi ke Padang. Dia ada teman di bukit tinggi. Setelah beberapa kali dia cuba sms temannya di sana baru dapat jawaban. Katanya dia selamat, rumah abis roboh. Dia ada 4 orang anak, yang kecil seumur kimi. Ya ampuunnn bayangkan anak sekecil itu tanpa keperluan secukupnya ... mereka bermalam di dalam kereta katanya lagik. Entah lah aku jadi emosi. Kita di sini tak mendengar rintihan mereka. Kita di sini asyik mahu di dengar saje. huuuummmp!! aku hela nafas panjang. apakah bencana yg berlaku akibat sientific atau bala dari Allah semata-mata? Lama aku tak doa pada Allah "semoga di jauh...