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its been a roller coater ride for me these past few days, i wish i get to lay back and rest. Yeah, I WISH!!! the episode on shanti's leaving is ova now, i hope things go swell for her ova at the Graduated Medical Skool wif her new found partner stephanie hmmm jgn gaduh2 k. We shaved kimi's be-u-ti-ful "lion hair", i noticed he smile less these days. hmmm ... While adib loves to play so much that im getting worried. I need more time to teach him .. God, help me plssss We are currently in the process of renovating our kitchen and toilets. Maybe things will get started in May. Im excited .. its our first experience dealing with contractors. Need to start packing very soon, which means a lot to throw hahaha.. im anxious to find out what's hidden in the cabinet for the past 5 yrs hahahaha... Enjoy watching Kimi new look and Lovey, dibdib, kimi and me had a short runaway last nite. Its time for bonding. Its time to go crazy and enjoying what we been wanting to do .. so...

A m bored!! bored to the extent of falling asleep in the office. so got this idea of getting away from everything and hurray-hurray like ol times. it shall be out little secret ok pple ; ) my hp is dead to the world and now im waiting for tralala to confirm that we gonna cabut together .. kental- dol mat- lagi dodol. kalau tidak .. i shall gie bawah and beli lunch and wait till 5 to ciou!! hp flat mood hilang sey.. tertutup smua ruang komunikasi. Happy Friday u ols!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ plan nak cabut tak jadi . duduk lah aku di depan pc ni lagi sambil mengunyah mushroom swiss single meal. One new director said he found two stall in Amoy St that he likes so he alternate. Bley gitu? u alternate out of the 2 stall .. maybe only actuary and engineer can lah. i figure bila2 kalau i tak de kawan nak gie lunch maybe i ikut dia jer.. chinese men from m'sia suka makan nasi melayu. he insisted to cakap melayu with me .. even when i converse in english with him. Cool ...

i wonder if jimi kerja today ataupun tercegat kat depan kotak tv menyaksikan Oscar "live" sajer, mengubati demamnya hehe. Aku tak rasa dia buat kerja bodoh punnn... sebab suatu masa dulu, aku pun gitu. Tak pernah miss any of the award ceremony. Skarang jer aku tak de time utk benda2 gini, jadi aku suka tompang sekaki dgn obsesinya. selamat ada jimi , aku baca review dan lepas tu aku cari vcd sajer.. lovey masih blum 100% sihat. He lost 5kg in 5 days .. drastic tak tu? skarang ni dia rasa mabuk dan mual selalu. Last saturday, after dibdib's reading clinic lesson kita gie carik peacock feathers kat little india .. out of nowhere lovey turned pale, white!! cam tak de darah, aku risau. For the past nites lovey been talking in his sleep. Its all abt working. Last nite, i got notti and decided to record it instead. Hehehe .. so funny he said the office looked funny, looked like hospital and then he had a shocked to see me (i appeared in his dream). Actually dia berbual banya...

on dear! i can't resist not changing my template to this one. The colour is so cool and calm, simple and yet green. Nothing too strong abt the whole template. i was browsing thru the template and saw the name "lonely" .. oh yeah, i love the name too. had briyani and teh tarik for lunch @ railway station. The stall owner rupanya rafi ali's father, (hint: rafi ali the national team football player once upon a time ago). Oh Ligo, u jangan "ngiler" ok, next wk kita tengok cam ne ok? Chinese new year is around the corner, must stock up some stuff kalau tak, nak masak apa eh for that 3 days am at home with my 2 little ones, while lovey on 12hr shift 3 days in a row. Adek is going KL, lucky her.. im so jealous. But the thing is she also dono what to do ova there .. aiyooo bley gitu?? Oh i miss KL so much.. i tengah carik chance nak pergi nih. hopefully, lovey agree to go rumah mak ngah cos my cuzen is getting married somewhere jul/aug. Tengoklah cam mana nasib eh..

a lot being said yesterday. no more mind boggling. time to make peace. dun be scared to leave comments. i keep on remembering ligo asking me "u sayang dia eh lun?" hmmm tak pernah ada orang tanya aku soalan itu.

Last friday: it was fun initially doing the carebears quiz until i was called a "hypocrite" jokingly referring to the describtion of a cheer bear (see, dats why i like to remain as grumpy bear jer..) I forwarded the email to Ligo obviously in need of comfort zone to heal my ego.. still unhappy abt it, its affecting my ego. So this morning time for truth. she: Gud morning ;-) me: morning she: Think my friend not coming in today me: which fren? she: my friend there? Merajuk sampai tak nak cakap hah? me: yup. childish i know but i just cant understand dats all. as much as i wan to let it go, i cant dats why i choose to keep quiet to heal the wound she: Dun like tat lah..just meant to be joke. This part "Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends"....suddenly I remember how u used to manipulate situation in a "smart way" and manage to escape...must learn a ...