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Ligo told the rest im on ORD. hmm apsal eh? care to answer gurl? but those ORD word ring a bell in my head. Entah tak tau apsal but rasa macam wake up call plak. Ive been ok lately .. puasa, shopping, preparing for dibdib farewell party (tmrw), prepare for new skoll this monday, transport and stuff. I slept late and got tired the very next day. Well, not only me, lovey too .. so laying down in aircon room wif pillows on the bed would be the nicest thing on earth. Pathetic kan? well, there are other things too yg buat aku rasa resah .. and im trying my very best to be diplomatic about it. Entah maybe aku lebih senang berterus terang dari memendam giler macam gini. Tapi aku akan cuba. as for now, armand from gigi seems to suit my mood .. i just feel "nakal". Gud day ya all..

3rd entry for the day frienship means a lot to me, since young i was surrounded by good friends. Friends that i put my heart and soul for them, friends that i will share my stories with - like an open book. As the yrs passed .. friendship remain but in our heart. Can't be seen with our naked eyes but it can be felt. At times it was never enuf .. these days, people who came to read my blog faithfully are my good friends. Yup, i put my heart in this friendship too .. its painful to see one after another left. Leaving this poor ol' lady rambling alone..pathetic. "dun close your eyes too long, fren. It is sad enuf listening to the song" ..

MyPhotoAlbum free photo and video sharing A t last!! its all done & ova.. yesterday parting was so touching, our last hug!! Both trying very hard not to flood the dept. Trying very hard to remain cool .. trying.. very hard. K who was watching us sebak giler . All the hardwork and the mass mailing worked well. Everyone was eager to contribute something for shanti in the book. Suddenly people came and say hi to me .. smile and looking very friendly hahaha.. all thank to the mass mailing. Shanti said its the best gift ever! Alhamdulilah.. for giving me the idea. Some colleague requested me to do the same for them when they resign .. errr i dun take orders la guys . Btw, what i did was based on love and friendship. The lil silver heart pandent was Soo Perfect for the occasion. It got footprint and shanti's name engraved on it and the beautiful butterfly earings and the baby blue silk umbrella from tralala. The handbag was from HT(my boss) and Anna .. the 3 of us were very excit...

ive come to the end of the road, today is her last day. I've been crying for nites.. last saturday for instance i couldn't sleep. Was watching tv2 listening to Saleem voice and thinking of me being left .. i started crying when he sang Soldier of Fortune, ku kehilangan cinta 3 dimensi and tiada lagi kidungmu by Nash. This morning, lovey asked me why i slept late these days i told him cos i was sad.. his sweet reply was "u jangan lah melebih2 ..." hmm that was it i turned away in silence .. let me cry alone, i prefer it that way darling. Whatever u said after that don't count cos i was hurt .. She loves the lil gift i got for her.. hmm ...

12 oclock sharp i went down and took mrt to bugis. mission was to look for dibdib superman water bottle. my son noe how to demand for things. Poor thing when he said "kawan2 adib smua bawak bottle bottle superhero tau ibu" hmmm yup im spoiling him but... by 12.45 im in the train again on my way back to office, couldn't get what i was looking for. Leaning on the train wall, my mind was thinking of the bee hoon my mom packed for me that morning. Then came a friendly looking lady. She turned to an indian guy behind her and said "hi". I thot he must be her friend. Then she asked me "next stop is tanjong pagar?" i smiled and said "yes". Then she said, "Jesus is the son of god and he loves u". I looked up, smiled and turned away, bley? she turned to the guy on her right and said the same thing too. The guy said "i knoe" and she handed him her card. She must be some kind of pastor, i suppose. Out of the train, my kind heart told ...

morning conversation: shan: gud morning, got any sample on resignation ltr or not...hehehe...looks like I will give by end of today ;-) lunacy: morning. where got, so far nvr resign hehehe... still virgin on this matter nvr try before lah (a while later, i found lovey's old resignation letter in my c:/and a format from ligo) 19 Mar 07 * w eather kept on changing from sticky nite to heavy rain early in the morning followed by hot day ahead * h e got his temper again, was ready to pick a fight with him.. maybe because of his illness. gud i just wish he will end .. * t iring monday, didn't do much ova the weekend. With two am totally occupied. my house is going upside down aka shipwreck. * y esterday, i looked at him.. i heard voices in my heart " how do i ended with him and the two kids?" seeing is believing. yeah am not dreaming at all, am just blessed * s he's tendering very soon .. goodbye to the sweatest friendship. No matter how hard to see her go, i just hv...