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have a break ova lunch time lun cabut gie melawat colleague di KK (errr not 'kota kinabalu' ye ..its 'kandang kerbau' , yup hospital tempat lun dilahirkan.. the name yg sure to make tatot laugh). This kakak just baru buat operasi to remove her womb cos ada fibroate (spelling fail?) which is abt 12.5cm. Haiyok..sejak dua menjak nih sakit2 gini dah jadi makin common. Nauzubillah.. lepas tuu sempat plak gie visit another colleague yg sedang buat chemotheraphy (spelling how, ok?) Begitulah kisahnya .. had lunch kat hospital and here am back to my beloved blogging world! smlm ada half day seminar.. i had an enjoyable time eating. Bila dah penat makan .. terus mengantuk. In order to stay awake, i draft email to awan . hahahha.. i let shanti melayan another budak india tuu hehehe i don't think its worth mentioning abt her.. enuf to say next year we don't think we want to sit with her. errrr.... smlm was dyan last day at work. Cian my sista tuu.. cam ni lah kalau ja...

saturday, adek belanja we ols to samar. tho' why is the spelling sin.mim.ra' tak tambungkan jer ke3 huruf itu. the food was slurp slurp cuma errr perut tak full sangett ah dek, and the dessert.. ahh! pudding roti yg ku idamkan sungguh besh!! and on sunday, kita gie Delifrance Bistro to eat again and not forgetting breadpudding wif icecream!! p/s: u can see dibdib's eating mania kat flicker badge later.. samara samar empty samar doorway makan...

me resting at home since yesterday. yesterday, i woke up with a heavy duty headache. 2 tablet of panadol dinch kill the headache .. so with heavy head i went to the doctor and he gave me 2 days mc.. i was looking at the reason of why i had it .. - lack of sleep since raya - too much black coffee in the day, but i need it to stay awake like an Owl - sad ova what happened two nites ago.. it was anger that turned to sadness hv a nice weekend u ols.. p/s: am listening to.. alexandria

am feeling .. i got plan (in my head): lunch with shan cos she's vegetarian today, on our way i can stop by the bank to pay my bills. reallity check: shanti got other plans instead, she plan to study for her hinduism class (ok, very find with me). Another thing, she got someone to study with.. (am still ok lagik) but it just that i donch understand, yrs ago this fren (our colleague) forsaken shan's friendship. She was all upset and hurt and bla bla bla for quite awhile ... now "the so call fren" is back in the picture again, nice and innocent and i wanna vomit blood!! there, i say it all. Its not abt jealousy (ceyyyy, can u imagine a virgo not being jealous?) But i just donch understand. i guess, shan must be a saint to forgive and forget ... in the end, whats for lunch? serving the web, pear and instants oats. what u had for lunch? p/s: wtl, drink air bunga lah.. that's cooling and eat starfruits. Btw, am curious why u bring home that guy ...

enigma called me yesterday.. amboi suara serak2 sexy. Ala ala suara si Tatot plak.. but i know its her anyway... she said i look like Kak Su smlm and she can't get ova it. Ova the nite, i think i pun can't get ova it too. Bukan kah i ni lagu jembuuuuu... hihihi so i brought a camera with me today, maybe took few shots of myself .. and email to her. Tapi, patut ke to that extend?? ish ish ish... morning nih sarapan biskut cream crackers celup kat kopi. Dah lama mengidam nak sarapan cam gini. U ols dah sarapan ke?

the nasi goreng taste better .. so much better than when i eat it this morning at home. Hmm.. thanks to the power of microwaves hehehe. Episode 8 bring back old memories of Jazz. His special apperance knock some sense in Rory's head. It was great seeing Jazz again (for a while). Yes adek, hv to agree with you, Jazz wasn't the boyfren type .. but he's a goodfren sort. a goodfren who wakes us up when we did something not knowing whether its right or wrong. A goodfren that spend endless time talking and dreaming away abt life. Btw, watching lorelai, i cried again.

there's nothing much to blog abt today accept that my yahoo mail is acting weird so i can't email ligo our pics and i can't say hi to awan. few minutes ago, i was heating up my nasi goreng when a gurl came to the pantry, so i figure let just make some friendly conversation .. i asked her if she's taken her lunch and etc .. then she asked me "do u use microwave a lot?" i paused for a while thinking shld i just lie .. so i just answer her "not really, just today cos my mum pack some food for me" (inside my heart i was saying liar!!!) so with this english accent she said " oh that's good, cos i always feel microwaves is not good. Think abt it - in a minute it can heat ur food, wonder that can it done to ur body, btw am sorry am not trying to scare u or watsover it just my opinion" and she walked off... me say to myself "waste of my saliva" so guys .. happy lunching, am enjoying my nasi goreng masakan ibunda tercinta....

i look at lovey with a nervous look. i told lovey, im having the same feeling when i first met with WTL . hmmm .. wonder how its gonna be like. We never met, dinch talk either .. just sms each other that day .. goodness, what if i changed my mind abt her when i saw her or the other way around. lovey just smile ... finally, when we met it was like meeting an ol fren. Not shy at all .. except for snow, terperanjat kot with dibdib yg terus make himself at home and play with the toy cars. Ligo was all smile .. slim and soft spoken (eh are u such ur 6 mths prego??) hmm... thanks for having us dear.. it was such a pleasure. That saturday, tho' it was raining cats and dog we still go ahead with our plan. We followed mak & bapak instead since lovey is not that well. He still haven't got over his sore throat. Cian dier .. on normal days he's like ur friendly next to door man, but last saturday he was all quiet. Relatives found him weird but once he opened his mouth ...

how can a punk rocker inspired my sista to study till uni?? i have no idea .. but here is the man. Not as inspiring as before but he's still the MAN!! and here's the other one .. every words spoken or written means a lot to us young folks in SG to Awan , Sawadiiii to the rest , hv a nice syawal weekend kalau gi open house tu jgn nak ngap smua oks.. "Kasihanilah Perut Anda"

feeling urrgghhhh... ive finished part of my work now another half to go.. sejak dua menjak nih selalu ngantuk. Tekak pulak terasa nak minum black coffee. so yesterday, while doing bit of marketing i gie beli one BIG BAG of OWL brand coffee. There are 20 SMALL pkts inside.. but i just want one only.. pathetic kan?? later am gonna make my black coffee .. supaya "seger". Been wanting to call wtl since raya .. blog dia pun at time i can't masuk .. so today, i've forsaken my sleep and dial wtl's no. But to my surprise its not her voice that im hearing. Its sounded like errr... Danny?. Exactly, anjat baby kejap huhu. How come wtl's name but danny's no plak nih.. haiyok!! maka jadi lah saat2 diwajibkan berbual secara impromtu .. haiyok!! otak break kejap so tak jalan .. maaf zahir batin jer lah ye.. to wtl (yg sebenar) .. bizi ke? tak angakt telepon pon bila i call...

first of all, congratulation to Vesshnu for being 1st in his class, he's in P3 going P4. last nite, my couzens told me they all coming to our house. Goodness i was taking a nap kat umah ibuk. hehehe..cam nak rak drive back home and kemas apa yg patut. It was always nice to be with them.. i like that v much. i think the "bruise mark" had gone, maybe writing to jun helps. Am not that angry anymore with lovey's family. hahaha it takes me quite a while to get ova what happened. Alhamdulilah.. p/s: lovey is on 2 days mc. he lost his voice (temperarily). Last nite he dreamt that i married someone else.. he cried in his sleep... p/s: saturday, kalau semua sihat we plan to jln raya kluar dari east of SG. i see lah ligo if i can come to ur house.. will keep in touch ok.

i was caught red-handed in the office - CRYING while watching Gilmore Girls (GG). its not the first time ive cried b'cos of GG but this time around someone from another Dept saw me. She must think i got a big issue in my head. Again, i hv to stress that i love GG. I would want dibdib to hv those strong bonds with lovey and me. I want dibdib to know what's in my head and what am gonna say even when im not saying it. I want a strong family bonding that when we apart we'll die.. gosh! i just don't understand why people didn't watch GG. It is a tv show better than 7 heaven with good family values too. ahh!! btw, i wrote an entry this morning about my last nite visit to Is and lin's house. I got too caught up with what happened last nite that i've decided to write to Jun. I've posted the letter to her.. btw, earlier entry was like this.. hari raya always bring back ol' memories. apa tak nyer bila sanak saudara, jiran tetangga, sahabat handai dah bersua ...

DeepaRaya (dats: vesshnu, adib & vittesh) am back with deadline yang dah ovadue ittew. haiyok, mood raya lor.. sejak2 nih tidur menjadi ultimate things that lovey and me looking forward to everyday, while dibdib now dah mlm buta pun masih tak ngantuk lagik. bila nak buat baby nih?? blum ada kesempataan lagik... kuang kuang kuang!! last saturday, ayah ibu & adek dtg ke rumah.. seronok2. First time they all taste my cooking hahahaha.. kira aku masak dgn sepenuh perasaan tanpa segan dan silu cam selalu. Anyway sampai bila nak bergantung dgn masakan ibuk sajer ( mesti diingat am not an experience cook and lovey said ceplok telur is cooking enuf for his standard, so korang can imagine lah ye.. berapa heavy my normal cooking is on weekend huhu ). Shanti and her two sons came to our house.. apa lagi start DeepaRaya lah kitaorang huhu. It was Shanti's first time to my house.. lovey gave her a tour around the house yg konon besar ( bley gitu ?). Oh btw, since shanti is a dustfree p...

pernah tak lidah anda terkelu dan start merapu yg bukan-bukan? lun teringat few nites ago bila ada jiran dtg ke rumah. Masa mrk nak balik tuu lun (cam real gitu) ucapkan lah standard phrase "selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin, halal makan minum" tetapi... malam tuu standard phrase tak terkeluar.. my lidah "dah mabuk agaknya" sampaikan nak kata "abang" lun tersebut "kak" dan yg lain tuu bunyi more like am mumbling rather than my standard phrase. Ya ampun!! malu aku cepat2 action bizi .. am sure abang md nor sure pening dengar apa yg aku dah merapek tuh!! ish... sekarang pun rasa cam "no hap mud to werk ar". Shanti kata esok dia nak dtg rumah.. aiyok, akak fening lah berbaur nevous.. happy weekend raya to ols ya..

for the 1st time in my life i watch abg ramli nyanyi lagu "seri hari raya". phuh! selama i ingat lah .. i cuma dengar jer lagu tu kat radio. sure gerek beb bila dengar dia nyanyi live esp these days, nyanyian abg ramli cukup resap ke jiwa sebab dia berdondang dengan perasaan. lagu legend "kamelia" never sound better .. and the penonton was superb. I guess itulah antara rancangan hari raya yg i dapat tonton.. *besh* hari ni, mengantuk seluruh alam rasanya.. mlm nih nak gie ziarah rumah pakcik kejap. Ingatkan dah cancel rumah dia huhu.. btw, enigma kata aku nih selalu sentap. yeke enig?? entah lah mungkin jugak but one thing for sure not everyone bother abt kesentapan aku nih.. so ok lah kiranya kan? hmm wonder bila ligo is due? bukan apa.. lun rasa lun dah nak kene bukak kitab usang lah.. i forgot the tips on how to get baby girl. selain dari berdoa kita bley usaha kan? lagik satu, proses nak buat anak nih bukan benda main-main. Mesti nak mula dengan salam da...

aku patutnye masuk opis smlm tapi aku hantar ibuk ke poly clinic pulak. ibuk jatuh kat orchard last sunday hmmm... pelik kan masa raya dier gie orchard cian ibuk. Bila ditanya she said smua ok jer.. but bila jumpa baru tau rupanya dia action jer.. adeh! nih lah orang bulan 12 yg berbintang sagieeee hehehe. Alhamdulilah after the long wait, x-ray results showed ibuk nyer tulang tak de yg patah or fractured but its osmophorosis (spelling tu korang check sendirik lah ye) tulang ibuk makin menipis.. kene take-in more calcium lah tuu. Insyallah akan diusahakan... dibdib pulak dari mlm cranky tak abis .. he's body a bit feverish so aku tak tidur betul whole nite tuptup bukak jer mata dah 7.05am. Ya Rabbiee.... subuh ?? lambat pulak tu nak ke opis.. first time dlm sejarah kluar umah without make-up. sampai kereta carik2 listick aiyooo tarak lah... aiseyman, dtg opis muka "kopet" bley gitu??? We had few guest last nite, Alhamdulilah.. finally they all start coming. Am still...

It has been a great syawal i think. Sad to part with ramadhan. Teringatkan kecuaian sendiri..Insyallah semoga kita bertemu lagi dgn ramadhan di tahun hadapan dengan lebih khyusuk dan tawaduk. Syawal bertandang..aku dan lovey masih tak siap lagik mengemas rumah.. sibuk berjalan for the past days i think now am ready for visitors.. past 2 days kluar menziarah sedara mara lovey, penutup rumah semalam ialah rumah yourstruly. I wanted to prepare food, i wanna be a good host, we work hard to clean our house and we want our guest to at least enjoy lepak kat umah kita.. but baru jer sampai diorang dah kata nak cepat2. Haiyok, berderai mood happy. Entahlah.. mungkin saje am being childish. they all ada committment tersendiri.. kenapa aku mesti nak nangis bila diorang nak balik? - am just being lunxxx raya kedua, lun dapat kad raya dari jauh. Orang lektrik Dato' Tatot dan sahabatku Jun di Melbourne. You guys yg lain hv a nice raya oks.. jgn fed-up eh banyak sangat gambar i posed kat ba...

the fighter and the opposite..

posed!!

dats the cook..

yummy..

can u see the moon and planet?

dibdib and his cousins..

our future heroes..

cousins again..

young cousins..

ourhouse

cookies we baked