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Finally, last nite we had our 12 participants for S'pore Idol. Im excited to see how they fare in this year competition. Some says this year not as good as before well .. i do knoe, why bother to compare let just watch and see lah. At least this year we got all sort of weird and some good looking pple. 3 out of 12 are malay and 1 indian. Sure dah cukup quota lah tuu. Hahaha...macam nak beli rumah flat pulak kan? Am trying to upload some pics to Flikr but lambat sungguh lah. Last sunday Maulid kat skool was so much fun. Tak sangka few of my batch were able to make it, Im_she nih apsal lah tak turned up hah? But as usual lah macam mana kita ada identity sendiri pun bila yg kecoh dan yg tak berapa kecok bertumu sure macam oil and water .. could be together but not so gather gitu (make sense?) But still in between of the oil and water sure got something to gel us all so we can sit and converse dlm keadaan diplomasi kan? Ok pictures posted by Flikr.. carik lah. Am sure sape yang ta...

i want to share sunday pics here but i guess that can wait cos i got news to share... first of all, thanks for the get well wish for lovey, Alhamdulilah by sunday his tempreture finally goes down to normal. Two days of high fever really used up all my energy. Hai sape tak sayang lakik kan? I cook porridge for him .. boil barley and the kembang smakok thiggy. Put ice pack on his body lah.. Its all pay off... now he's up and cheerful dah bley start MEMBEBEL plak hmmmm maybe i prefer him to be sick kot??? next story is abt my pregnancy. Yesterday when for my check-up again. Alhamdulilah baby is growing well. Exactly like how a 19weeks old baby suppose to grow .. i saw his hand and legs keep on moving and kicking it really brought tears to my eyes .. doc even scan from the side of his buttock so we can see lah what ever "in-between" tuu. My blood test is also showing good results. My blood count is 13.5 which means i have enuf blood as reserves. I gain 1kg this time so c...

oh dear!! rumah berserak macam nak terbalik. TOday i took leave cos lovey demam panas. Tadi i cook fish porridge for him. Both lovey and dibdib are sleeping peacefully.. dats why i could blog. But apa lah .. no one happened to be online. THot would be nice to be able to chat with the teman tapi mesra.. but no luck i suppose. SO, i guess i bid u'all happy weekend jerlah ye..Ta!

the past few days, ive been bitching a lot abt a colleague of mine. Sedap bila "discussed" pasal orang, kesalahan orang .. walau pun mulut dan minda begitu aktif participate pada setiap berbualan, diakhir berbualan .. aku jadi benci dgn perbuatan sendiri. Tapi apa yg berlaku cerita benar belaka .. infomasi dtg pada aku walau pun aku tidak mulakan dulu. Aku jadik lebih bersalah bila orang yg aku "mengata" itu kata kat aku: "Thks vm Lun, the sweet mama of ID. Enjoying your pregnanthood? Pls keep yourself busy with lots of baby music then. It will makes you feel better. God bless you." Tetapi.. as am typing this email, i got a call from her .. and i lost my temper (again). Dat sit lah... hv a nice day all!!

this is what i got for lovey as a Father's day present hik hik hik..? "VODA VODA is the natural spring water of unique origins and top-level quality. The spring VRUJCI spa, which is in the north-western part of Serbia, At the base of mountain Suvobor and in the valley of the Toplica river has been known since the end of the XlX century." yesterday had laksa and popiah kat Qiji. Hmmm yummy!! feeling like eating it again lah. Bought Chocolate MilkShake woohooo!! fantastic... lepas tu singgah cold storage to get lovey his Father's day gift. Im not sure if u all ever seen this mineral water advertisement kat memana giant or any supermarket .. yg pernah tuu mungkin bley buat andaian why i bought this drink for lovey. Imagine when he came back .. dibdib presented him with the water.. he looked at me, macam nak cekik2 i hahaha cos tak bley tahan malu, he actually blush!! tu lah laki aku, sape suruh dia nottti sangat dia tak tau bini dia nih kalau bab menyakat orang nombor ...

weekend was fun. saturday woke up in the morning, reminded dibdib to wish his ayah "happy father's day". In return, lovey brought us all out for lunch!!!. Since lovey tak pernah makan kat secret recipe, i suggested we go to Singapura Plaza to eat sebabnya dah berzaman tak jejak kaki kat situ. We were lucky cos coincidently, there was Barney Show performance. Dibdib tak tengok Barney pun bley terjonget2 hehehehe... hmm Singapura Plaza nih sure banyak tinggalkan kenangan aku ngan lovey *geleng kepala* Dibdib these days makin sensitif. Kene tengur sikit jer nangis lah,merajuk lah.. dah lah tu pandai mintak nak beli baju lagik!! kalau dulu dia mintak mainan, sekarang dah tambah satu lagik item... adoi, tak bley tahan lor... I so bless to be able to get SCTV (tv station) for its live coverage of all the World Cup Match. Yet last saturday, RCTI plak main filem Unggu Violet. So, aku happy lagik!! Adek told me she had a terrifying incident last saturday. Her fren; kaka and...

hehehe am wearing my new maternity pants to work today, my tummy dah start showing tau and as usual when i board the bus semua started to look away. At least today im wearing my normal clothes so tak berapa obvious macam yesterday. Anyway, my baju semua longgar giler so maternity macam tak necessary sangat lah buat masa nih. But yesterday was fun, me as usual with my smilling face even when i was sitting alone at the bus stop. The uncle bus looked at me and gimme a wide wide smile ... ofcourse i smile back. Then a Bai riding a bicycle pass by me .. he too was actually looking at me .. so hehehe i smiled at him and he smile wide wide at me too. Alahai, senyum kan sedekah, lama nabi dah ajar cuma baru2 nih sempena S'pore 06, PM galakkan kita sepaya banyakkan senyum hahaha... anyway, these days i got a trick on how to make the bus stop right infront of me and not infront of some sexy pretty lady .. You know what i do??? I rub rub my tummy!!! anybody watch SI2? this time around ma...

name seriously, i got 1001 things to write. But i just can't stand the layout of my blog. its too gurlish and too not me. I have this urge to change my template to what? white, black, grey?? most of us not writting anymore, i feel like am losing touch of the bunch of pple. But awan still remain a mystery to me. I like that.. A lot!! hai.. ok lah nak balik. nak gie secret recepi to collect kek. Its adek 23rd b'day anyway. I spent $270 on maternity wear tadi, giloss betul. I hope MamaEmmy is doing alrite, not sure what's the story morning glory but it sure ain't fun for her. Will try to blog esok. p.s: there're few cases of kecurian kat estate ibuk tinggal, an old fren of mine kata rumah dia pun kene. I kindda know sape yg buat. Should i tell her?

the whether is kindda moody today. MamaEmmy must hv a jolly good times shopping cos tak panas cuma hujan renyai2 sekali sakala... Entah tak tahulah dapat ke tidak jumpa dgn Kak Emmy. Teringat pulak zaman belajar bersama dulu. Dia panggil aku "mak wa". Apsal eh? ada perkataaan "mak" kat depan tuu? aku tak pernah tanya sebab aku tak pernah pun setuju di panggil dgn panggilan begitu. Tapi kan... sape yg berani nak bangkang Kak Emmy banyak2 ah?? respeck beb respek!! akhirnya nama aku jadi "wawa". Rasanya sampai skarang pun ada yg termelekat panggil aku dgn panggilan tuh. Initially tadi aku terpingin nak makan "potato gratin" kat Delifrance .. but aku tahu sure muak nya kalau makan tuu ajer. So i decided to join few frens gi Wok Express and makan fried beef kway teow and air lychee. But lychee turned out to be a bit soggy and tasted funny too. Rasa tak fresh lah.. maybe was opened overnite kot.. so i gie 7-11 and thot of buying Ribena. Tapi tak de...

because of yesterday slipped (selamat tak jatuh), the whole body rasa aching. Lovey plak can't fetch me from office, baby plak terasa started kicking! In the end, i run to the toilet and erupted macam Mt. Merapi. Lepas tuu slowwwlyyy made my exit out of the office sambil pujuk baby to be strong cos we both need to take bus home. today my otot2 kaki terasa kejang gitu. Asked lovey to sapukan minyak and i went back to sleep. Bila bangun, i throw out again .. hmmm so i went to ibuk house makan nasi lepas tu gie kerja. Obviously, this time around i apply for half day am. MamaEm is coming to singapore. haiyok, ova lah u nak shopping kat singapore this weekend. I really hope to be able to meet her. Hmm how abt breakfast together on saturday morning before u start any of ur activity? We can eat nasi ambeng kat Joo Chiat Complex!! semalam watch Criminal Mind. Hmmm fantastic .. when the police were trying to figure out what could be the password if the owner listen to Metallica? Impr...

last sunday, i saw lovey talking to someone .. i looked at the man, had a shocked of my life, muka sebiji macam mat noor but his name; amir. these days whenever im late to work, aku naik taxi lah. But i notice taxi uncles always drive as tho they are in a rush. I wonder if they realized that we, the passenger are putting our safety and lives in their hand. tadi waktu gie lunch, hujan renyai2 .. sambil asyik berbual tetiba aku terpelisit. Selamat lah shanti was holding me... oush!!! seerraaammm. Alhamdulilah tak jatuh.. hopefully baby tak terkejut.

am in my 16 weeks of pregnancy which means the baby is 4mths old. Baby love to eat rice in the morning. Over the weekend i gie airport terminal 1 canteen to eat. Heehehehe macam giler kan? but dibdib happy bila pergi airport sebab dapat tengok airplanes. yesterday, for the first time in my life i gie makan kan bedok corner. Which corner you might asked, well i pun tak tahu .. main ikut jer. heard there gonna be a maulid in my skool. Hmmm .. been wanting to go. Insyallah will try to make it especially its gonna be the last time we'll be there before it shift to a new site. ... skol skoll.. it used to be my playground.

oh no wonder i feel so blessed, Its Friday!!! i start work @ 8 but i woke up at 9, woke my adek to iron my clothes and by 9.40 i was out of the house. I saw a cab without any passanger but too bad the taxi man give me a "NO" sign. Oh well, i keep walking .. a cab with a passenger in it. "oh lucky you" i told myself.. just then i pray to Allah .. "pls give a cab, pls make my journey to work a pleasant one". I saw an cab .. it was empty, i hail for the cab and "thank you Allah, for you help". Pleasant ride to office, by 10am i was right in front the brown building. Alhamdulilah... the light at my workstation are not working so i kindda work in a romantic yet once a while i feel like dozing off. Boss and secretary not in. Im my own boss, while listening to Asmaul Husna. Wonder why the online Quran recital dinch work today. Oh dear ... 3.30! time to solat. Last nite SI2 was so enjoyable yet annoying .. i don't think gurmit need assistant. ...

dear all, semoga u all sihat sentiasa. today with the encouragement from lovey, i finally came to work. Looking back, my life has changed tremendeously since i conceive my second child. Sometimes its kindda hard for me to talk to "him" (the baby) cos im just too busy feeling pathethic over my current condition. But when people started to pass remark like "notti baby" i was fast to defend him. Its not his fault, just my luck to have to go thru a difficult pregnancy. Some said "oh so you the unlucky one". I just smile.. Insyallah i believe this is all ujian from Allah. Ofcourse, at times, im jeles ova those pregnant lady who looks so radiant and sexy but i guess i have to sabar, my turn will come. Baby is 15 weeks old now .. last tuesday scanning showed him looking so active kicking and kicking. No wonder i have a hard time keeping the food in my stomach. Dibdib plak bertambah manja. Everytime lovey kene tidur solo cos i'll be sleeping with dibdib...