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Alhamdulilah .. hari ni baby kimi is officially 6mths old in my tummy. For the first time since i conceived .. i came to work early. It feels like self achievement - if you know what i mean. Cos everyday is a struggle to me .. but lately, life has been fun with lovey helping with the washing .. haha after almost 5 yrs of marriage. Bayangkan how much i pamper him .. all in the name of love or maybe i grow up seeing ibuk as a home-maker so i follow the same linggo. Last saturday, lovey brought his parents to Sakura, ingat nak blanja his mak/bapak .. but guess what, upon seeing all the chinese cooks .. mak got so "geli" .. hmm she's a chinese mind you but she never want to admit cos dijaga oleh orang melayu. Entah lah.. lovey and me kindda mentally prepared but no matter how prepared we were .. it just puzzled me cos mak can eat food in Mc D, KFC, Swenson and Cafe Vienna .. all prepared by chinese kan? Ok tak pe, another thing that kindda stirred my emotion when my sis i...

lama tak update blog .. entah lah rasa macam tak de masa dan tak de idea pulak. But one thing for sure, im feeling bit better these days, Alhamdulilah. Baby kimi makin active ..kengkadang tu tengah cakap2 aku terus terdiam sebab orang kat dalam keep on kicking as if minta attention. hehehe this is so fun and once a while i just talk to baby kimi and i wonder if pple started staring like "eh, pompan tu cakap sorang sey". Hmm .. dats the beauty of being pregnant agaknye eh? lama jugak tak berbual dgn geng - "teman tapi mesra". To WTL, jgn lah gusar dearie, entah kenapa pulak kita orang kat sini macam berjangkit2 membesarkan keluarga while you all kat sana ramai yg masih single. Agaknya kat sini tak de banyak benda sangat nak buat kot hehehe... but still i wish u all happiness always. Semoga Allah percepatkan jodoh2 korang k, ayang2ku smua : ) Stay Strong babes... currently, while simpati dgn nasib jiran kita di Indonesia atas bencana yg kunjung datang .. hati meny...

dia masih terasa benjol dikepalanya akibat terhantuk kat mesin dryer sabtu lepas. Entah apa lah yg ada dipikiran dia sampai terhantuk kuat cam gitu sekali, berangan kot.. dibdib ketawa riang melihat dia kesakitan. Ish.. i told him its not funny cos it hurt. so terdiam dibdib kejap, hmm kids.. everything funny in their eyes.. Congratulation to Imshe for being preggie!!! oh, am no alone after all with my biras having twins .. hidup ini penuh dgn wanita prego kot hihihi.. Congratulation also to Ligo sbb dah pass errr final theory izit u call it? wah tak lama lagik dah boleh dripe eh? eh eh .. hari ni boss tak de dari tadi asyik melayar blog saje .. hehehe baca kisah si dektu lah yg terhangat di pasaran sekarang nih... hehehe

sebenarnya dia penat yg termaha penat. Segalanya bermula dari khamis lepas bila dia called rumah to check on everything, ibunya ngadu sakit. Dia arif kalau ibu sakit dibdib pasti tak memahami dan beri chance nyayi rehat .. dia yg masuk offis pukul 11 pagi dgn tak malu minta time off pada pukul 4 ptg. Dlm perjalanan pulang sempat dia pergi ke bugis singgah di beberapa kedai mkn .. utk santapan seisi family, hujan pulak turun dgn lebat .. texi tak kelihatan, dia bertemankan kata perangsang dari temannya ligo menerusi sms melankah naik bus sahaja pulang ke rumah. Adiknya pula mlm sebelumnya bertemu dgn Ariel di konsert coldplay (indoor stadium, duan). Tapi dia tak rasa apa-apa .. kerana adik masih tak pulang rumah menjenguk ibuk. Tekanan marah yg dia rasa meluap2 tapi dia seakan gunung merapi yg panas mengelegak tapi tak terus meluapkan laharnya. Dia pulang .. lihat ibu, adeh... menggigil kesejukkan dan lemah seluruh badan. Sememangnya flu virus yg sedang merebak ini dasyat sekali. Frida...

Dia masih ada disini .. hanya sibuk mennguruskan keluarga yg kurang sihat termasuk dirinya sendiri. To Ligo , terima kasih atas hantaran bunga ke rumah isnin lepas .. dia masih tak percaya tapi atas nama persahabatan .. segalanya bisa, kan?

I've not sleep since 2am. I am so happy .. kengkadang rasa macam tak percaya pun ada .. but dats reallity of the game. After 30 days of roller coaster ride, i bid my farewell dgn rasa puas kerana Piala dunia 2006 belongs to abang2ku dari Italia!!! Oh, coldplay is performing tonite...

aku ingin menulis kisah semalam .. kisah aku hilang sabar. Kisah aku hempas pintu. Kisah aku menangis sampai mata bengkak. Kisah aku merajuk. Kisah aku mendengarkan ratapan hatiku. Kisah aku .. berkelakuan tak seperti"aku". Kadang-kadang kita mahu jadi orang lain. Kadang kadang kita cuba nak tunjuk belang. Kadang-kadang .. dlm tangisan kita mendapat kemenangan. nak masuk 5 tahun duduk bersama, lebih 10 tahun aku kenal dia. Ini lah pertama kali aku gunakan tectic "benggang" gini. bila aku ulang tayang segalanya dlm minda, aku tahu semuanya tak betul. No wonder some couple selalu bertengkar bila guna tectic gini, tak harmoni langsung. paling dasyat, anak yg melihat .. mana pergi akal waras ku ini? nota utk aku: man don't come from venus. u want something, say it out LOUD. Well, at least dia mengaku yg dia sungguh lembab, slow dan kalau aku inginkan apa2 .. bilang sajer. Ye tak ye... sejak bila aku jadi batu tak bersuara?

entah apa nak jadi dgn dia nih.. tak cukup2 tak puas.. even bila dia kata dat sit lah, tak mau nak buat kerja gini lagik tapi bila ada peluang dia buat lagik. Abih cam mana? lovey nye sungguh beriya2, nak tak nak - mau tak mau .. dia pun melatah lagik. Kali nih dalam seminggu, dua kali dia jumpa dgn budak yg sama. Junior dia, masa kat skolah dulu. Budak nih macam loner gitu, tu yg buat dia suka perhati dari jauh ataupun kengkadang dtg duduk bersama si junior dan melepaskan peluang main yeyeh dan masak2 bersama kawan sedarjah. Tadi bila bertemu buat kali kedua setelah sekian lama, dia dah tak kuasa mengetap bibir menahan rasa .. dia pun dgn selamba memainkan watak "match maker" lagik!! OVA..

woohooo!!! 2-0 to ITALY tak sangka pejam celek pejam celek ... world cup dah sampai kat Semi. Hidup dah jadi macam whirlpool tak keharuan dibuatnya.. tidur pun macam ayam. But that's the fun thing of being a fan of world cup, the 4 yrs gap is always worth waiting for even if your fav. team didn't make it, what's important is to watch them play. Maybe i was brought up in such a way that even when pregnancy makes me puke so many times world cup always gimme the energy to be sporty. maybe ive not been talking football at all .. but it doesn't mean i missed out on the matches. Thanks to SCTV for being the official World Cup channel, i simply dinch need cable .. oh cable sucks cos i got to pay for it. Channel 5 sucks too till the semis this morning. Last sunday MamaEmmy was feeling moody over work, live and world cup. Hehehehe ... ur a fan of brazil ke mamaEm?? My all time fav are Spain, England, Japan, Mexico & Italy. Italy started lembek giler .. from the star...

ohh that smile.. dats the picture of future abang. I wonder how is gonna be bila ada adik nanti. He so manja ke tahap maxima. dat it lah.. i ni mengantuk sebenarnya.. if only i can take a nap for a while. Oh well, jgn lupa senyum k. its been long i stop taking plain water cos plain water makes me wanna puke. After all the while last nite, i kindda caught the flu bug, so i took the medicine with warm water and Walla!!! it taste so good!!! i can't believe it Alhamdulilah i think my taste bud is slowly coming back. Hopefully it will back to normal in no time. p/s: Congratulations to my Bro and sista in-law, hope its a twin like what the gynea said.

The Changi Wall ok, kat atas tu jerlah yg tinggal khazah negara .. the Famous Changi Prison. Apsal tak dibuka for public viewing pun i tak paham .. the rest of the building dah rata to give way to the new prison complex. Saturday celik jer mata pikir what to eat.. told lovey lets go to Zam-Zam cos i wanna eat briyani. So off we go.. gedebak gedebuk right before zohor we reached zam zam.. i eat one plate of chichken briyani with dibdib and 2 suap to lovey. Lepas tuu gie solat kat Masjid Sultan just across the street. From there we decided to talk a slow walk .. to bugis junchtion. Over at Golden landmark .. dah dengar suara syed azmir nyanyi lagi adam ahmad. Saw him bizi sign authograph .. oh rupanya ada pelancaran wajah baru Berita Harian. Singgah kejap kat Munawarah checked out the jubah's there ended with buying a maternity blause. Shocking pink u... adoi! maybe buat pergi D&D jer lah if i tak sempat shop for baju hehehe... we continued walking to Bugis Junction went around...