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Reminiscing the moment when we all met. Thumbs up to all of us for giving Jan hope and channel to let go whatever feeling she been keeping all this while. No pretence no awkwardness at all. The Old Nick names sounds so natural. Its our identity.. Its who we were and will always be. Subhanallah, it was just so beautiful and dear to our heart that if only we can stop the time from ticking and let the moment last forever... and Jon.au won't have to leave Singapore again ... Kimi felt sick right on time hehehe i got 2 days child mc which i used to take care of kimi, sent ayah for check-up and meet wif Jon.au and her sisters @ geylang. Yes, if i could i would want to hang out wif her the whole times while she was in Singapore. Fortunately, within what I can I manage to lunch with her on Tuesday, organized a mini reunion for her on Wednesday, sneaked out to meet her at geylang and finally sent her off to airport on Friday. Alhamdulilah God made it possible for all the wonderful ...

it was one of the sweetest moment of our lives. Jon.au came to town for few days and we took time to gather with the old gang!. Jon.au - missing all the fun, food, family & friendship Jan - the lost gal that turned out happier than she expected to be Jun - the lazy one but got all excited once she found out whose coming for the reunion Lin - the sweetest gal that we all adore v much Ani - the simple one tak pernah menyusahkan orhang hehe Sha - the bride to be .. sexy forever! Jah - positive, a writer, poet and inspiring .. Me - was so glad to organize the meet-up with the old gang. I love you all tau. I love seeing all of u again .. it was love love love ..

yup last week the whole troupe of lovey's family went there. Most of the time i forgot to take pictures hehehe first nite we were shocked by uninvited guest. yeah a damn large cantipede went into my room which was full with kids and toddlers. The adults were busy eating and barbecuing outside. Thank God non of the kids tried to catch the cantipede cos it sure got sting and in my 35 yrs of living ive never seen anything that huge!! It was bapak who came to the rescue, Alhamdulilah. I shld hv took piccas of that creature kan?? The other nite it was plainly me telling the lizard to pls go away and let us sleep in peace .. somehow that little lizard mocked me by moving slowly and aksyen-aksyen nak jatuh. Gerammmm tau!! In the morning, we went to the pool. I love it!! am not so much of a pool person but wif the kids and lovey it was surely fun. The jaccuzzi was the best!! hahaha We had fun at ESCAPE theme park too .. since kimi sticked to me like glue cap Gajah so i took him for ...

am back and well Alhamdulilah am back and looking forward for a reunion am back yeah back and bz reading blogs hahaha

its was Fathers' Day yesterday and my ayah dinch even know. he wasn't there when i came so i didnt get to wish him but i left a little 'gift' for him. it was my sister's 25th bday yesterday. We surprised her by dropping by without notice wif an ice cream cake from swensen. I wasnt sure if i could find any cake of the shelf from coffeebean so swensen will do lah. Haiii.. just checked my bag, i dinch bring the camera wif me .. so no piccas lah yea. im tired, mentally even tired. Thinking of what to buy and plan for a 3days chalet on-shore hehehe.. kimi dont have passport lah so everything have to be 'in house'. hopefully my blog tak ber'abuk' while am away. am a bit sceptic lah abt being around pple as all times. Am not so good wif pple at times, tu yg seram tu. But im praying hard that things will turn out all right. I have to be in my "bestest" behaviour esp around lovey's family members. Am excited yet scared. May Allah direct al...

for months, we struggle thru. Hicups after hicups .. failure and rejection ... we couldn't believe it at all and its only for a P1 registration. Yup, just came back from the school, adib is officially enroll for Primary one in 2009. Alhamdulilah, it is the sweetest moment of our life as parents. the pain and joy experiences that lovey and me had gone thru.. is for him. Hey, he turns 5yrs 6mths today!! yes, u lah.. Darling!

im going thru an emotional roller coaster ride. weeeiii ......... i was down but not too down .. cos i got to be strong for lovey. i even ended up working late on his work presentation last nite. Yeah, when im down, i killed myself wif work that is my style. While lovey terus tak bermaya .. total opposite kan? that's why lah we need each other to complete our so called LIFE (agaknya) This morning, ironically .. an irsyad's student walk pass us. Lovey looked at me, i just smile. I asked myself, what could that mean?? Allah is great.. right after i post the earlier entry, i got a SMS from SIL. Ustaz pesan to ignore the rejection letter that we received last nite and wait for another letter. An ACCEPTANCE letter, Alhamdulilah. and the story continues...

ofcourse ustaz would say the truth. And the truth it is .. Our appeal being rejected. we are now having that withdrawal syndrom .. (eh eh macam orang bercinta plak ceh wah) last nite i was ok. But getting up and remembering the fact slow the mood. lovey and me .. we erm .. need to start on Plan C. Apa tu?? oh, register diri utk jadi volunteer kat Tanjong Katong School hmmmm... SIL husband is getting ustaz murad to help. We would like to thank all of u for the encouragement and doas.. we grew closer this way kan??

i was down cos i didnt live up to my standard, frustrating kan tu? and i got no one to unwind the lunacy in me. I disengaged myself from office pple .. im living my own lunatic world. All praise to Allah. my mood was ok. i was overly excited that Jun will be coming to SG. Yup frens.. come lets meet up for a Reunion!! The thot of 'lepakking' in east coast soothed me. The chat i had wif SY who just got back from her 10 mths leave heal me. An email from shanti saying 'i miss u too' complete me, the material i just bought from Arab Street excite me, meeting wif JL who is back in SG before leaving again for UK inspire me .. a call just now from SIL saying, she got news from insider that most probably all appeal cases will be REJECTED!! - that sadden me. why ... just why in the first place we were told to appeal?? to please us, the poor parents, to give us false hope? i need to cry (now). glitter-graphics.com after a long thots .. after blogging abt it. .. after rece...

im feeling down. yup down down down down down down wif work im feeling down wif work down down down down wif work.

tiap-tiap hari pergi kerja pasti lalu di tepi flyers.so last saturday when lovey's work place hold a function there kita pun tak ketinggalan la. we took a 6o'clock flyer and it was right after the rain .. so while we were up there .. we got to see the rainbow!!

penat. banyak kerja. this is all i can afford for now. ta