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sickness really bring us all down. kimi still active tho he got dotted all over his face, body and beberd. he hates medicine, cream and lotion. imagine how hard it could be to take care of him. while lovey came home on thursday afternoon shivering, weak with high fever. Spent the whole week taking care of the two. Lovey sickness was kindda bad, wif chest felt congested that he felt like death was finally at the door waiting. I asked him if he want to go hospital maybe we could seek help from his eldest bro but he just kept his mouth shut. It mus be hard on him cos while he was sick like that and non of his family members called to check. On saturday, MIL called. Probably she was the only one that care for all of us but felt guilty cos she could not help except to send prayers. By sunday, i could not cook porridge or soup anymore. Slowly lovey went down to get us some food. The viral finally got to me and adib. The fluctuated fever cos us to be spiritually down with the never ending sic...

this was the pool of oil tat i stepped on.. banyak kan? sampai tak perasan jatuh.. tetau jer lovey dengar "bom" and ive already on the floor wif poor kimi who was sleeping at that time...

kimi, lovey, adib and me semua sakit

life with 'em ..

di akhir berita melayu semalam ada pembaca berita mengucapkan selamat manyambut Maulidur Rasul. 12 Rabiul Awal ... hari keputraan Kekasih Allah aku ambil buku maulid dan terus membaca.. Subhanallah, tersenyum aku merasakan kasih ku pada Baginda. Lama tak ku selami perasan yang ini. Masih ada lagi rupanya. Selawat dan salam utk mu Ya Rasullulah. Tersenyum lagi bila teringatkan zaman sekolah dahulu, kita baca Maulid bersama.. ermm entah kenapa waktu dulu aku selalu mengantuk bila baca maulid eh?? Jun, if u reading this, u ingat tak?? Yang indahnya sekarang bila baca di rumah Adib dan kimi jadi backup .. Alhamdulilah. Dan aku tahu lovey happy tengok aku begini.

kimi demam panas sejak tengah malam tadi. Mungkin dapat dari adib yang demam panas 2 hari lepas. Adib udah sihat, sekarang giliran kimi pula. Sukarnya, kimi tak suka makan obat. Boleh sampai muntah kalau dipaksa. Hujan lebat di luar.. dah berapa hari ni selalu hujan selalu turun lebat. I wonder how's ibuk di pusara abadi II. Sejuk kah dia? Apakah tubuh kaku itu masih merasa? Berita dari jimi smlm amat menyayat hati. Aku hanya mampu mengalirkan airmata. tak mampu aku utk mengucapkan kata2 takziah ataupun perangsang utk fajar dan isteri. kerana aku sendiri masih meratapi pemergian ibuk, disebalik wajah ceria yang aku pamirkan. Semoga fajar dan isteri diberikan kekuatan yang berterusan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY wif Lovey and family