when work started to piling up, frens seems far due to my own action .. loneliness fill in my thots. Shut up!! that was the only way to treating my own emo. headache in my head worsen the situation in my messy head. I even lost my channel lipstick and adek new mascara or was it kiki who threw it away? Ha!! lets push the blame on him. (Ki, be glad. ur name made it to this blog) Oh Oh Oh .. while i was 'drowning' in my emotional state, she came and bring me light. The work of God Almighty, im feel so bless .. thanks Shan, rescue 911