lunacy - di sini taman langitku

aaarrrggghh..i've eaten bread in the morning, 3 BBQ chicken pau for lunch, 1 ferrero rocher, 1 peach yogurt, 1 cup of coffee, few cups of plain water and my boss is going down to starbuck to buy me coffee. am still doing my testing ova the forms that will be launch very soon for the industry to use... my eyes are getting red, annuar zain (mungkin), SO7 (berhenti berharap) & peter pan (mungkin nanti) are my company at the moment. there's 103 pages of forms ... so the system getting super slow and yours truly is still testing the forms. i can't hardly open my eyes oh man!! i saw danny & awan was having a very interesting discussion ..how i wish i can join ... dream on lunacy....

am supposed to be on leave today, but pasal kerja tak abis and my boss agreed not to forfeite my leave in lieu, so here i am. pekerja contoh yg sebenarnya sibuk ngan blog..hai apa kes? Alhamdulilah shanti dah slamat melahirkan a 3.1kg baby boy las sat nite abt 11.34pm errr..shan, ain't u just call me abt 11pm??. she also leaves me with loads of work .. tak pelah members nyer pasal redha jer lah..anyway, i got u guys to keep me company and boost my ego. heh, i notice that recently i keep on having headache, i tink its due to increase of my coffee in-take tau. apa nak buat, tidur lambat + kerja banyak + kepala ngantuk + kene lah ambik coffee = headache = panadol exploring to the zoo last saturday was fun. for a person yg takut dgn kucing even, i manage to touch the sheep, goat, donkey and a pony. kuda tuu seram skit ar..hahaha. Dibdib had a lot of funs kat sana ..ibuk and adik pergi skall ke zoo. ovarall, we had an enjoyable time together. thanks to my lovey ;-) how i wish...

the moon was beautiful last nite, we drove to one bukit and enjoy ourself watching the moon. Big-bright-rounded-orangie moon... i love moon watching. i was thinking of pris lately, wonder how she is ..and yesterday, i ran into her.. she's looking great now but still jobless.. gosh, how i miss the ol times together with her. we used to share our darkest moment together. we confide each other..on everything..life was a roller coster in those days... arrrgggh, am i really having my "golden times".. @#$! and there is shan..my partner, colleague, aka, good fren and arrrggghh terrribly close fren. we shared everything together.. heh, just came back from sending her home cos she's having labour pain ... opps, shan just called that her waterbag had burst while she's taking shower ... alrite... out u go to HOSPITAL!!! may u have an easy labour..and give birth to a healthy baby .. am sure gonna be bizi without u and looks like i might forget to knock off from work wi...

hari ini sibuk lagi seperti hari2 yg lalu .. tapi fikiran tetap mau bercerita disini.. utk bacaan sape ye? been having problem with the broadband at home. at last yesterday we manage to fix it. woohoo... it was kindda late when we go to bed but we were happy. (side track: its funny that some nites u just lay beside the love of ur life not doing anything ..yet u still enjoy such calmness and wonderful feeling of passing the quiet moment as an individual yet still together) a colleague of mine has been sharing his stories abt having his 3rd kids. it won't be easy but he said he'll find a way to support his family ... last week, he told me that doc said his baby was abt 4 kg, his wife due early feb but he felt it would be earlier.. maybe by end Jan?? .. last tuesday, i received an email from him .. asked for prayers/doa cos his wife gonna give him one more child ... yesterday, thru an email i was inform that the baby had a fractured back bone and receiving care in ICU. this mor...

its the peak period in my office. too many accounts to check. on top of that im testing the sets of forms that we created the other day..(arrrgghhh, i found lots of mistakes huhu with the java and some are due to urs truly yg tak concentrate buat kerja krn bizi dng blognye ... now, im pretty sad soul, i didn't do a gd job. actually no one said anything it just that im my biggest critic - itu yg susah) gosh, time is running, i need to get some reports out by let say.. tomorrow?. testing has te be completed by monday and i'll be on leave on that day.. dats leave me with thurs & fri to finish up everything. how to blog like that??? hemmmm... nevertheless, its lunch time now... a fren nak bagi nasi goreng, oklah tuu im not that hungry anyway cos ive been eating 2 ferrero, 2 pieces of kitkat, 1 seedless prune.. plainwater and i still have dry prunes and cranberries right here on my table...hahaha sounds like im enjoying myself ain't i?? hmm, mana kroll ? out to kluan...

i went to solo to buy lunch. infront of me was a young boy.. dia nak makan tapi cuma ada $2 di tanggan. mulut ku ringgan nak bilang makcik takpelah i pay for his food tapi makcik tengah sibuk melayan dia. ku amati dia.. lengan bertatoo. niat tadi termati seketika. bukan aku anti tatoo cuma cara penampilannya buat aku rasa kurang senang. bukan aku tak tahu cara hidup mereka... masalah nyer terlalu ramai remaja melayu yg hanyut macam gitu & aku masih rasa bersalah krn mematikan niat asalku. i bought 3 birthday cards for 3 gd frens of mine. ironya, i tink my blog frens lagik tahu what im up to nowadays dari the 3 frens yg ku panggil sahabat. tuntutan dunia merubah banyak perkara... yg seronok waktu raya ialah dapat makan masakan ibuk. slurp! slurp!! itu lah saat bahagia hehe. tahun ni, kambing buat gempak bila ia terkandas di Indon. hari minggu baru kambing sampai ... so ada lah yg terlepas peluang utk berkorban, hai tak rezeki nak cam mana ye. Alhamdulilah kambing dibdib slamat ...

aku terkorban dua waktu sejak raya dan 3 hari tashriknya. aku kurang bertakbir, aku tonton: cinta luar biasa, garfield, the incredibles, irreversible dan PGL.. aku lupa takbir lagi... aku sleck giler. hah apa kes ni? itu lah aku dan kekurangan ku .. aku tak bangga but i had a good time menghabiskan waktu yg ada... aku rindu seseorang yg slalu put senses in my head. bukan hilang pertimbangan cuma sengaja mengikut rese. aku masih ok lagik sebab yg berlaku ni di dalam kesedaran mental. ini cuma cheap trick si virgo yg tak abis2 nak kan attention. smlm makan ice cream connetto ..lazatttt akan aku cuba tulis lagi nanti