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.. and she always walk alone ..

I was determined to go tapi malu nak gie sorang. Entah kenapa tempat aku membesar tapi skarang segan silu bila nak ke situ kalau tak berteman. Majlis membaca maulid bermula pukul 3 ptg. Aku terlambat gara2 bawak my young lovey naik choochootrain. Hehehe

Sampai jer, temanku masih blum muncul lagik. Maulid dah start, aku baca lah maulid kat tepi tangga kejap sementara menantikan duli yg maha mulia masuk mangadap.

At last dia sampai, kita gie ke basement dan terus duduk kat hujung barisan … aku teringat; dulu aku & teman baik pernah duduk kat spot yg sama .. bukan kita baca maulid tapi kita tersangap2 hehehe. Tapi tu cherita dulu skarang nie semangat tengah kental nak baca maulid.

Selesai jer majlid membaca maulid, kita semua pun mula lah berkenalan dan bersalaman dengan guru2, juniors & seniors. Seronok jugak sebab ni lah masa nyer nak keep updating on everything. Oh ya, yg paling best skali, aku& teman dtg secara casual. Blause & pants errrrm tak pakai jeans lah sebab tak mau ada yg tarik muka … lepas tu kita berdua bawak bag sling!. Cikgu2 & juniors semua tak leh tahan!! Hahaha kita berdua nak action muda kata diorang. Anak simpan kat umah kuang kuang kuang …

So pertemua nie Alhamdulilah .. menarik skali, apa ke tidaknye ..senior yg sedang menunggu hari utk bersalin pun dtg jugek. Teman2 yg suatu waktu dulu tak bertegur sapa pun dah jadi macam kawan rapat. Manusia yg waras sentiasa berubah .. ahhh mungkin …

Tapi satu perkara tak pernah berupa … I left skoll with 2 other girls. Tapi destinasi kita berbeza. Akhirnya …. I walk alone …along Ipoh lane untuk sekian kalinya.

Comments

Anonymous said…
hei..apasal ur other fans takde yg nak komen ke...no komen....btw i'm quite touched by ur story...kesian..anyway u still got lots of good friendz around u rite...i'm so very sure u still can survive teringat cam lagu sang by the S'pore idol "I will survive", such a small person but suara Power!!!
lunacy said…
hey anonymous, thanks for the comment. any clue who you ar? i sort of can guess but just wanna be sure. Yeah i will survive with God's help. anyway, not everybody find this blog that interesting u noe ahek ahek ahek

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