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days before 2005

so di saat2 genting, deadline mesti di meet by 31 Dec 2004, terpanggil pulak utk menulis tentang akhir tahun. ni pasal kroll lah nie kikiki..

its been the ritual of my life to spend the last few days of 2004 just with myself. I'll used these limited days to reflect abt me. the last year "me" and the up- coming "me". to plan ahead, what i wanna do with myself .. cos myself will lead too everything that evolve with me .. family, work, responsibility, attitude, thinking, taste, time mgmt, entah lah .. seribu satu macam benda yg nak dipikir & dibaiki ... kenkadang tuu, i will breath-in the air of 2004 wonder it the pollution rate will get worse in 2005 ... things yg tak dijawab tapi tetap dibuat. Lastly, join the count down ... tak kira pat mana pun and shout "HAPPY NEW YEAR" and went to bed.

but another question? will this year be the same as the last one??? entah , tak ingat pun ... tapi apa pun, i shall look for major project to work on 2005. guess .. my otak dah start its enjin nie....

how abt u?

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