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high & dry

i was disturbed the whole nite. maybe cos im sleepy or maybe b'cos of tired or maybe i just need too let out my frustration. im full of sarcasm yeah, i dun deny it but i did it when somebody irritates me to the max. but i dun that on any normal day. so pls keep ur sarcasm to those who can appreciate it but definately it won't be me.

i guess what i gave was below ur expectation huh? well, i have my difficulties and i have my reason for it. so at least u can do is to say thanks cos we are not rick kid, u have to remember that. be thankful for what u have and live life not only for urself but with others too. share what u have with family and not ask for more. just remember "jgn kufur nikmat". damn, i hate to write all these words but i just had too. i wish i can talk to u but i noe both of us just can't sit eye to eye talking abt our ego. it is easier to talk abt others than ourselves eh. i knoe i have flaws too but the least u can do is to gimme the due respect. ur a smart kid.. think abt it kiddo. **hug**

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Mama Emmy said…
hi & hello... seriously have no freaking idea what you talking abt.... but whatever it is.... you go gurl.... speak your mind.... that is what this blog is all about.... *wink*....
Anonymous said…
me too. wish i am superman, leh read ur mind Lunacy.
lunacy said…
haha tak sangka saye berjaya menghasilkan tulisan yg memeningkan korang. woohooo!! it boost my ego skit. thanks guys.
lunacy said…
tak yah jadi superman kroll, he's resting in peace now. leave the job to spiderman, batman, ultramam dan segala man-man yg ada utk menjaga masala dunia

~my sleepyhead talking~
Mama Emmy said…
eloo.... man-man sekarang tak main ar.... sekarang kita main THE INCREDIBLES..... hehehehe

eh lunacy dah tgk ke? gerek giler....

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