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me kat umah ibu now and using adik notebook. ibuk tak nampak kurang pun ..ayah asyik bebel abt ibuk make a big huuhaaa abt her sickness. ada ke patut dia suruh ibuk makan tonek cap gajah?? hey, itu utk gajah dan mrk yg sewaktu dgn nye lah..keadaan kat sini full of noise pollution. can i voice out my anger .. nanti ibuk bertambah sakit plak. aaaarrrrhhh dia bunyi lagik..

adren, ibuk kata terima kasih..

hari ni i self declare myself to be on urgent leave. hehe ayah baru tanya.. "tak gi kerja ti?" like he can read what i just type here.. maybe he got the 6th sense but never want to use it?? shooot... shit... dammmn!!!

last friday, i bawak ibuk for x-ray and doc confirm that she got pneumonia and her heart is swollen. is that serius?? korang pikir ar .. should i be panicked abt it ...adik bising kat tepi and calling me mono tasker cos i ignore her and keep or typing.. heh like is so diff here..

so my plan for today is to get the refferal letter from doc and then bring ibuk to polyclinic cos to get refer frm poly to hospital will be so much cheaper .. considering the hospital bill kat sini yg sentiasa mencekik nafas org ...

so there u go, hope i can achieve wat i wanna do today without much problem. korang doakan ye? I DUNNO HOW I CAN DO ALL THIS .. but i pray that i can pujuk ibu ke hospital to get a better rawatan. im not prepare for the worse so doa korang sanget2 i harapkan.

always, me..
singning out as mYSELF-rAT

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Mama Emmy said…
sad to hear abt ibuk... hope nothing serious.... and hopefully ibu tak degil lah... whatever it is, you MUST bring her to hospital for further check-up, whether she likes it or not... and you take it easy gurl... dont stress yourself up...

btw, our prayers are always wif you and family... and of course, knowing my lunacy, she will manage this with no qualms...... insyaAllah....

Love ya gurl.....
9:02 AM
Anonymous said…
guess thats the right thing to do Lunacy, hospital treatment. Tonik cap gajah wont do..
tang nak pujuk ibu gi tu mmg problem, hope u berjaya..
Patience counts here, try being calm and dont go emo..

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9:35 AM
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