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takut & sendiri

dia takut sendirian di rumah di waktu mlm. dia tak tau macam mana dia akan tempuh esok mlm jika suaminya tidak dapat bersama dngnya. dia takut skall.. kalu ikut kan hati lunacy rasa ni lah masanya utk lunacy balas dendam krn abt 3 tahun dulu .. pada mlm jumaat yg sunyi..sewaktu lunacy sendirian di umah, dia sms lunacy dng sms yg sungguh menakutkan sehinggakan lunacy terus campak my hp krn takuttt tapi sape lah kita nak membalas menda2 begitu ye. lunacy doakan kau ada teman lah ye mlm esok. Jgn tengok ch.5 sebab ada twilight zone (neva noe crita apa yg akan kluar).

kengkadang tu hairan, macam mana org boleh tinggal seorang diri di umah. tak seram ke? tak sunyi ke? tak penat ke? tak jatuh giler sebab tak de orang nak berbual ke? kalau nak seek privacy skali2 tuu ok lah .. tapi kalau dah jadi hari2 hmmm ... sedih-tawa-hilai-sorak-rindu-riang-nangis ngan sape?



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Mama Emmy said…
itulah independant namenye.... when comes to all these... tanyalah d expert, sape lagik kalau bukan enigma....

pasal selalu kena tinggal nie dah biasa sangat ar... thank god my children are around most of the time when hubby has to work, especially nite shift...

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