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feeling fresh

hey my adik boy - Ad was here...ehekehek ingat jugak kat akak ni eh.. thank u for adding kecerian in my hectic life..

this morning, i read few interesting blogs .. and one particular blog somehow remind me of who i am .. or who i was few years ago ... before lunacy was born. if i were to eloborate more abt it ..i dun think i can continue being lunacy.. it just didn't fit the bill. anyway, pagi ni membuka minda dan ketenangan. mungkin tidur yg cukup membantu perjalanan darah dan udara dlm badan+otak ku ini.

Alhamdulilah.. so far so good here... the positive energy that i have in me really helps .. even when work keeps coming, i can still smile at my colleague. giler kan? but that's me ... i love to smile .. hihihi ibuk pernah kata "senyum2 .. macam kerang busuk" oppps.. but that's me .. kalau tak betul2 i won't show my true feelings to just anyone.

i left early yesterday, the aircon man was coming. The new aircon at home doesn't seem to be working well. Instead of feeling sad abt it, lovey called the service centre and tunjuk gang-ho skit kat diorang. haha.. it's not him to be angry infront of people .. but heh, his acting keep me smilling the whole nite. Anyway, after a week of having a brand new aircon on top of that we still on the fan, last nite we get the luxury of sleeping without dibdib crying in the middile of the nite.

Retreat on 3-4 feb @ Rasa Sentosa
its time for dept retreat again. entah kenapa .. malesss ar this year. mula tuu ingat ok gak .. but last year i promise lovey that i won't take part in 2005 retreat .. so janji kene kota lah - kalau jadi manusia tak pegang pada janji lebih baik jadi dinosour pupus di telan waktu. come to think of it, ive been participating in dept retreat all these years ive bn in organization. haha .. did few times of rock climbing, cycling duk kat blakang jer, canoeing hmmm i took the yacht instead, numerous times of presentation .. games: treasure hunt, survivor style ... arrrgghh apa2 jer lah...im game. so this time around i don't have the liking ova the committe members but still need to be present ..esok for the dragon boat at kallang river i suppose. friday, i make my own rule and return to office. hahaha

danny, mak-ayah dah balik dari mekah blum? english mu terlalu power membuatkan kakak mu merasa sungguh inferior utk berkata2 di "My sentiMental" ahekahek..
awan, hope u feeling good
enigma, kak u bizi menerus ke?
kroll, dah abis pindah blum?
lunacy, nak gie carik t-shirt for esok lah...

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