lun

a lot of stuff in my mind right now and im rushing to finish another form testing, why the system sooo slow?? its lunch time now and im not too sure whether to eat or not. selera not that good these past few days ... maybe takut naik badan kottt... nak puasa, malas plak ... ayo, lun .. lunnnn apa nak jadi nie?

lun teringat adek lah. few times she called me today. she always complain abt me being fickle. heh, that's one of my weakness. im so fickle minded... and rite now im not only fickle but confuse. hmmm.. padan muka u lun. so kepo ceduk2 kisah hidup orang now u worried like nobody business huhuhu... apa nak buat, dari ol' skool time dulu pun cam tuu jugak .. bila terperasan ada classmate menghilang jer lun go around skoll gie carik dia.. tho' lun tak leh tolong but lun harap my present dapat kurangkan kesedihan dia. bila lun nampak ada juniors yg tak termasuk dlm "in-group" lun akan duduk lepak dgn diorang heehe sampai lun dapat nick "kakak gengster" ahakkks
"gengster paradise kottt" ... entahlah kenapa tapi tu lah lun dulu. maybe b'cos i mix with the "in-people" but somehow get tired of them or i dunno. ade sesapa nak betulkan cerita lama ni tak? akak compus abis nie. so now, i think i did it again and im worried i might add more sadness in a person's life rather than to help. oh yeah, im clumpsy too u noe... that's what adek always said hehehe maybe kat depan dia jer tak?

oh well, life's like this... close ur eyes and let Allah fix the matter hihi..bley gitu??

today's mission:
pray for his happiness
buy vouchers for shanti's baby
buy soap for dibdib
marketing for weekend (me gonna cook errr?)
meet the deadline
go buy lunch

to the rest, hv a happy day with a happy mood. hope u ols sihat2 jer..

p/s: i used to teach weekend class... and those kids apart from making me sad & angry ... they made me happy most of the times....hmm, teringat "the joy luck club" plakssss