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jun..

i heard her voice on my voice mails. heh, i never delete her voice from the machine.. just in case i miss her.. a screen capture of how she looks like in my mind is never enuf. ah!! i miss her again.

sunday,
i had this urge to give her a call. i tot i need to register for IDD or something before i can make an overseas call but Walla!! i was suddenly connected to Melbourne thru my hp. hehehe.. i call jun- my buddy good fren whose now living im melbourne. ah by the way she was nice enuf (as usual) to return my call cos she said it'll be too costly for me if i didn't have IDD. (wats IDD anyway??) had a nice long chat with her.. it feels like ol days and she sounded so close.. and she read my blog every now and then. heh, thanks gurl .. i love u.

been thinking a lot abt what we talked lah jun. i duno, ur concern ova what happened to our land makes me feel like i wanna be bit defensive plak. u asked me what happen to our land? for sure its ain't like "neverland" jun. memang ramai orang melayu yg susah, apa lagi melarat tapi ramai jugak orang melayu yg berkereta mewah dan baru di jalan raya jun; tak macam kreta aku..

mungkin cerita yg kau dengar tu sedikit dari apa yg banyak terjadi disini ..entahlah aku pun tak tahu.. mungkin saje mata aku dah kabur dgn keadaan masyrakat hari ini kerena kepenatan berkerja. mungkin aku udah tak kuasa memerah otak utk mereka tapi hanya setakat dibibir saje..mungkin saje aku lebih suka berblog and mendengar muzik dari berfikir..watever it is jun, u make me think again..

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