am suppose to be happy cos today, i get my performance bonus, dibdib turning 2yrs4mths. today, am not in the office. lovey got doc appt for his leg and the 3 of us are going later. today, i dono how to feel anymore. my feeling is kindda blank. maybe its too early to tell. maybe a cup of nescafe will cheer me up. goodness this feeling that am having now is killing me. i feel "so dead" yet alive. i hope people dun take my writting seriously cos it might be overly exaggerated u might get misunderstood. all in all am ok just the lunacy part is coming again...
i did something bad by "accident". i dun dare to own up!! scared he gonna get angry .. i wish and i pray hard he got back whatever files he stored in his tumbdrive .. cos i accidentally throw it into the washing machine and dry it in the dryer. God! i feel terrible for what i did. Fren, if u love me pls pray for miracle that somehow the thumbdrive is still working or worst come to worst .. he got back up in the office. Ya Allah .. im such an idiot!! and he must be cursing and swearing for having such a bad luck. Pity him .. he stuck wif me, the idiot!
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