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sedar tak sedar

sejak 12 rabiul awal lepas, sekali pun aku blum sempat lagik baca maulid. hai..takut aku kalau ter"cap" ke-dlm ketogeri umat yg lupakan kekasih Allah - Nauzubillah. Hari ni dah pun 3 Rabiul Akhir.. aku leka.. bila ku tatap entry awan aku teringat pada diri ku. Di manakah aku? Mungkin setakat ini pahala yg dapat aku kumpul hanyalah dari segi tanggungjawab ku sebagai anak, isteri & ibu mungkin juga kalau sempat perbuatan baik ku yg aku lakukan dlm hari2ku (itu pun kalau ikhlas). tapi bagaimana pulak dengan tanggungjawab padaNya .. tak kan cukup dgn yg lima saje? - inilah yg aku rasa setiap kali aku baca Nota Sampingan di awan putih. hehe Awan, inilah yg dikatakan berdakwa tanpa sedar..

dua tiga hari aku dan lovey banyak berbicara tentang kerja. Dah 2 hari berturut lovey terpaksa berbicara 4 mata dgn orang2 bawahannya (yg baru & lama) .. i like the way he tackle the matter so far, Insyallah they'll change for good. Yang peliknya, ada satu budak baru tuu bila aku dengar ceritanya.. aku jadi ingin tahu lebih. Bila ditanya nama, latar blakang pekerja yg baru berumur 25 tahun.. aku tersenyum. Mungkin hari ni lovey akan beri aku kepastian. Hehehe..mungkin dia ialah salah satu anak murid favourite aku dulu...hehehe. Lama aku carik dia..nak tahu apa perkembangannya..mungkin aku akan dapat jawapannya.

smlm, aku gumbira untuk mereka. Kebaikan pastinya terbalas. am proud of u guys: joyce & Uchenna from the amazng race7. But semestinya my fav. couple ialah lynn & alex.

btw, am typing this entry while listening to Karma Police and No Surprises by Radohead kewl!


ps: babang is prego, baby boy due 30/7.

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