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aku menjadi resah. Menunggu jawapan dan bertanya khabar melalui kotak persegi di depan mata ku ini. Its like looking at a cystal ball..waiting for answers and wonder how she's doing. I don't want to say that i know how she feels cos its fully understood. Looking forward i want her to brave herself. If only she has some bit of anger and frustration in her that will be good. Stop blaming yourself and stop thinking abt imperfection gurl. As far as i know, u did all you could. Your patience has its limit. It's his lost if he didn't get you, NEVER the other way round. Sis, do you want to share you life with someone who treated you like this? make u wait most of the time? playing with your heart and feeling? If he said he's buzy - yes, whose not? But hello....!!! its skol holiday ova here.. wonder what other lame excuses is he giving you sis.

fuh!!! am so much of fire now cos i hate to see you cry and being in this sad state b'cos of him. Wake up gurl, smell the roses.. langit terbentang luas utk you ..Insyallah ada insan yg lebih baik, lebih sayang dan lebih berhati perut dari dia.

Forgive me sis, for posting all this unkind words... but believe me its all in the name of love, friendship & happiness.

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Im glad that awan is back in action again. Suka sangat his latest entry, dlm sedih2 baca blog wtl .. jadi lebih sedih bila terbaca monologue awan bersama hatinya. To cekya.. u pun forget abt the past too ok. Tak mau sedih2 and jeling2 mamat kat lrt tau.

tatot & me, we are just lucky this time around, when our times comes.. do remind us of what we should do k.

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