pretty alone..
Reading i_mshe entry abt frens makes me wonder whose my frens are?. Do i have one?? what happend to the charles' angels? Talking abt hang-out frens.. lovey is my one and only hang-out fren left (he's my "somebody" from DepacheMode. The rest.. bizi kot. Mungkin jugak ketiadaan masa membuatkan kita jauh...
Congratulation to Babang and hasben for their 3rd boy, 29 Jul 05.
to Ayah, Happy Birthday and lot more unspoken wishes for you.
i see me..
i walked too much and climbed too many staircase on saturday, now am having muscle pull on both my limbs. Its very painful i rub some oil or donno what lah but the pain still dinch subside. I ate panadol extend; its for muscle and joints, hope it helps. Tomorrow am going for steam bath. 1st thing first, need to saturate those fats.. then followed by gym. I need to be in shape again. I don't like to "look prego" when im not. I just need to tone up some bits of here and there..
btw, I'm not a mirror person. I don't look at the mirror much cos i more or less know how i look like and more or less satisfy with the way i look. I do very basic make-up that takes me less and 5 mins to work on it. Hmm.. no wonder i don't mind a dusty mirror hehehe. But at times, when i need to take a closer look of MYSELF. The real ME, i will need a mirror. I used it to make peace with myself, to cry or just having some serious understanding with the inner me. Its a Relaku pujuk kindda thingy with the comfort from Allah. hmmm...
It's August; a crucial month of my life - time for another round of refleksi diri.
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