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it started last nite.. i took panadol b4 i went to bed but only to find out that by 4.45am the headache still on. I ate my sahur and took another 2 tablet of panadol (boy am gonna die out of it i think. It dinch stop and i had to carry it with all the way to office. Did few things in the office by 11.30 i went to the solat room aka store room and took a nap. 2 of my colleague tak masuk office today so tak besh lah tinggalkan boss sorang.. but i kept on sleeping till 2 and boss findout abt it and shoo me home. Obviously the pain was due to few things i suppose .. i cant tahan till i had to batalkan posa.. nangis tadi bila tak dapat teruskan posa.. entah lah, cobaan maybe. nantilah maybe esok i elaborate more.. sorry oso tak sempat nak update fadhilat terawih mlm nih.. too many things in my mind. Guilt, boredom and emptiness..

But at least i know Awan Putih is fine now. ..

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