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back to life .. back to reality

am sober, cooler and sleepier today. All my black mood gone when i saw lovey's face, he looked better and the swell subsided a bit, it was less painful and he can walk without my help. Alhamdulilah.. for sickness and poor Insyallah aku cinta padamu. (oit, terbabas jauh plak). Came back home i forgot abt the postcard and everything looks normal. Now, I place the postcard right in front of me on my PC (as a reminder of myself) tho several times the thot of tearing it to pieces did cross my mind, but i figured why waste it, i re-read the content this morning .. oh well, everyone have diff perception on things .. i shall use it to measure my weakness. No point argueing and definitely am not gonna carik pasal plak. Let it be.. at least i know. Furthermore end of the year is nearing .. need to make list of things that i need to do for next year .. like: most of the times i make plans in my head and forgot to tell people abt it. Need to read again .. figure how to buy Avanza when it dinch sell in Spore hehehe and so on.

Last nite one sms came in, someone call me sis. Hmmm first thot can't be adek cos she call me xoxo. I looked at the number arrrggghhh *smile* so he remembers me eh? its our captain DannyHussainy. So i guess yesterday wasn't that bad after all. Today i nak gie Tekka (read: little india) .. sapa nak join?

cake for Nyai & adib *keypoh*


3yrs old satisfaction

thanks to lovey, bikyeh, shanti, fifi..

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