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yesterday was a happy day i suppose .. bangun tak berapa pagi siap2kan diri, On tv 3 and check the antenna to make sure gambar terang cos kejap lagik nak tengok Siti Nikah. Lovey, me and tak ketinggalan ibuk excited with the wedding. Entah lah .. we all wants her to be happy. Buat apa nak kecam2 dan guna2kan dia .. lebih baik kita doakan utk kebahagian dia kan lebih elok? I was so happy to see her looking pretty with her tudung and fully lining baju pengantin. Hehehe i always rasa pelik with some artist yg masa nikah pun nak pakai either sexy or jarang ... but hmmm sejak dua menjak nih memang tak tau apa nak expect dari siti but .. bila tengok siti looking so berseri dgn tudung .. sejuk sunguh hati. Even DK pun nampak hamsone .. alah alah Sophian Sophan pulak ...

After the aqad nikah ceremony baru terperasan .. eh i got sms rupanya. Still tersenyum melihat kan sms yg aku terima .. senang dan girang sangat hati .. tapi yg lucunya sampai ke saat ini pun aku masih blum dapat idea macam mana nak balas hehehehe... Smlm jugak lepas majlis nikah Siti, aku sekeluarga pergi ke Arnold's!!! Almaklum, ligo kata masa dia ngandung dia nak makan kat Arnold's so i pun macam teringin nak ke sana. Ibuk kata majlis siti tadi tak dapat makan dats why kene pergi makan ... oh well, nampak sungguh kita nih semua happy and prasan kan?

Waktu tengah makan tuu... teringat pulak kenangan lalu waktu menuntut bersama MamaEmmy, arwah kak Eda, jun, imshe .. masa tuu bulan august kita orang makan kat Arnold .. tengah syok makan suddenly terdengar lagu "happy b'day to u" dedicated to me.. from the jukebox, an oldies by sape i dono.. dats was so much fun!!

25 yrs ago, on 21 Aug .. aku sekeluarga kehilangan Anjarulan ..

"But the world is full of unexpected
twists and turns.
And just when you’ve gotten the lay of the land, the ground underneath you, shifts.
And knocks you off your feet.
If you’re lucky you’ll end up with nothing more than a flesh wound."

"Something a band-aid will cover.
But some wounds are deeper than they first appear
and require more than just a quick fix.
With some wounds you have to rip off the bandage,
let them breathe
and give them time
to heal"
- Grey's Anatomy

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