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utk aku

.."entah macam mana harus aku kata, aku pun tak tahu. Atas nama kasih sayang, aku diamkan saje tapi yg aku harapkan pengertian. Memang pengertian dari smua sudut agak impossible tapi hidupkan penuh dgn tolak ansurnya. Atas nama kasih sayang utk yg paling disayang, kenapa tidak? mengapa mesti kemahuan diri juga di mestikan.. apa aku dan dia harus sujud minta pertimbangan.. itu pun aku tak pasti akan didengar.

bisa tak kita berbicara dgn jiwa tenang tanpa marah di hujung lidah. Kekata yg sinis sering mem"provok" jiwa. Aku benci bila aku marah kerana sudah terlalu ramai yg marah2 di dalam dunia ini. sehingga suhu dunia meluap2 dgn hasad, iri dan akhirnya mati. Aku tak mahu itu..

Bukan kah satu kerja mulia mendahulukan orang lain dari diri sendiri lebih2 lagi untuk yg tersayang. Itulah yang aku cuba lakukan selama ini, walaupun tak terkira masa2 aku mengeluh frustrasi kerana yg aku lakukan bagai terdampar di tepi longkang kotor dan busuk! Tapi aku lakukan juge.. humhhh pastinya alam semesta tertawakan kita krn suatu hari dulu apa yg kita cakap2kan tentang orang menjadi tentang kita skarang ini.."


im my mind, still running the pic of u walking infront of me like a total stranger..

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