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am fat now

this morning i came with jeans and printed white top. not too sure why but i just feel fat wearing the top that ive been wearing for .. less than 10 times to office. Its very comfortable but somehow i just felt fat. After i had my lunch which ibu kindda bought for me this morning i went down to IP grab a plain white shirt (5$) and brown tight-T(8$) went back to the office and change!!

so far no one noticed me yet since i change "skin" hahaha this is what happened to me when im on my own... no one to stop my ridiculousness and no one to understand what's going on in my mind.

p/s: deep down inside i kindda miss her already, i doubt she feels the same :(

Comments

Anonymous said…
it's ok what..lagipun why restrict yourself? heheheh
lunacy said…
hmm macam pernah aku dengar phase ittew.. tapi kan, sepe yg pernah tukar baju kat opis just bcos perasaan sendiri kata "tak besh"?

*Angkat tangan*
Anonymous said…
hehehe,i've done the same thing when i was working then...tat time kat hill st ade kedai export shop gd bargain...

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