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Hari yang Cerah Utk Jiwa yang Sepi...

1 or 2 yrs back i was left "alone" without partner not too sure where my partner was .. recuperated @ home (maybe). I was lonely and i found peterpan and their songs. That kept me company for the longest time ever.

For the past weeks i felt "alone" again. i missed her. No, i didnt tell her about it, i don't see the reason. But like people in love .. i kept on seeing pple that resemble her .. wear the pink and green punjabi suit like one of hers, the same hair length, the smell .. hmm typing this out makes me cry abit. Entah rindu sampai nak ke tahap hurtful .. entah apa tak tahu lah nak tulis its like im losing a missing piece of my everyday life. No one could see it, its kindda transparent but when it hurt .. i felt it.. The time was just right. I bought peterpan latest. It shall keep me company .. till im ok (maybe).

hahaha ive been ignoring those emails .. got feedbaack already lah. some said "dun want lah fren like u" like i care? oh yeah i do care.. im losing the attention or maybe i lost it forever. Well, like what ligo said in her email to me "your wall got hecked, what the hecked" yeah what the heck .. its been long i didnt layan my moodz maybe its time. Few things happened and my integrity as a "Person I Am" been question .. case seira seira hahaha pms kot..

thot i heard feedback that peterpan's latest wasn't that great but i got goose bump listening to the songs. takpelah, hari yg cerah utk jiwa yang sepi dah cukup memahami aku.

last saturday, met wif gud old frens lin & ani. They are my angels.. now thinking of them made me wanna hug them real close till it hurt. I am thankful and blessed with their friendship.

Comments

Anonymous said…
k lun, i dun really listen to peterpan. but i do hope that it will bring the magic to you. moga hari mu tidak gelap lagi :-)
lunacy said…
oh i can feel the magic already dear hahaha

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