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yesterday i had the chance to be at home wif my two kids ; 5 and 9 mths old. I had few mission in my head which were : coached dibdib with homework, laundry, cooking, cleaning the house, threw some of the toys away, learnt numbers with dibdib and more cleaning and i only had one day to do it!! I started as early as 6.30 am on SUNDAY. Kimi can crawl now, infact he loves to stand almost everywhere while dibdib loves the lil bro but as always he played rough. Which means i could never leave the two on their own. So pagi2 sapu rumah, mop the whole house, cooked fish porridge for kimi and fried fish for dibdib .. showered them, feed them .. juggling between household and the kids, losing my temper almost every hour .. Oh Dearie Life, what have i got myself into!!! When lovey called in the afternoon i told him im losing half of my mind already. Hahaha .. laki aku mesti cuak tapi dia keep his calm .. i told him if he worried he can come home and save his kids before its too late. hehehehe .. but lovey said he knew the kids in Good Hands. Alah menyampah ah .. reverse physcology lagik.

By 5pm .. both dah penat main, dah puas makan, dah cukup kene marah .. dah mandi and tukar baju macam angel diorang tidur ... hmmm and i got to continue my cleaning up madness plus cooking dinner for lovey.

It was definately B-E-U-T-I-F-U-L to be able to spend time scolding and loving the kids all at ones. Night, after i told lovey to sleep first .. kimi on the other hand, fighting to keep his eyes opened but soon to loose the battle and dibdib scrutinizing some pictures in the book ... and me just finished my isy' wif a small cup of nescafe in my hand .. savouring and loving the moment. Thankful for what i had .. when i came near dibdib and said " i love u" he lifted his head wif a sweet sweet smile on his face arrrgghhh .... i knew right away, my hardwork of the day all paid in full.

Alhamdulilah.