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itu dulu ..

bila baca entry jimi tentang penyanyi Sinead O'Connors aku rasa macam aku pulang ke zaman sekolah menengah. Waktu aku emo cukup2. Masa tuu perkara kecik boleh menimbulkan kemarahan, perkataan 'rebel' macam sinonym dgn aku. Aku sentiasa merontak dalam diri. Rasanya beban aku pada masa itu tak boleh aku luahkan walau dgn sapa pun. Sebab tuu kengkadang otak macam 'sewel' sikit hehehe .. itu belum masuk isu cemburu lagi tuu.
Rasa2nya lah.. dlm banyak2 lagu yang aku gemari ada 3 lagu yg dekat sangat dlm hati .. waktu aku sekolah dulu. Pertama ialah lagu Losing my religion by R.E.M oh yeah, i listened to the song religiously .. sampai aku semacam makin tewas dlm hidup .. bila keadaan merumitkan aku akan berfikir untuk lenyap aje dari dunia ini. Ikut rasa binase kan? Melow aku waktu itu tuhan aje yang tahu merokok never help but gudang garam manis hehehe *best*. Perasaan yg berat itu ditambah lagi dengan Sinead O'Connors. She was like my idol!! Aku dan Kak Sinead ... macam senada seirama .. cara nyanyiannya menyebelkan perasaan yg sebel ini dan Nothing Compares to you ke udara di Perfect 10 berkali2 dlm sehari . Lastly, dari Madonna This use to be my playground. Lagu yg aku nyanyikan setiap hari aku berjalan seorang diri dari sekolah. Kenapa seorang? sebab rumah aku walking distant ke sekolah tak macam budak2 lain kene naik bus!! Pernah suatu hati tuu waktu aku pulang dari sekolah aku dengar dari belakangku ada bunyi beberapa tapak kaki dan suara orang berbual. Hairan jugak apsal dari tadi aku tak perasan yg aku bukan sendirian .. tapak semakin hampir .. aku jadi nervous entah orang baik atau tidak .. aku pun toleh kebelakang .. hairan! tak de sesapa pun. Kejadian itu berlaku di bawah pohon sena yg amat besar sekaliiiii....

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Comments

jimi said…
Wah, Kak Lun siap main Nothing Compares To U lagi ye. Tak tahu plak, kak Lun ni such a REBEL. Cekmi cakap, u r such a graceful sis, yang tak dipercayakan boleh minat rock songs gituh.

I guess, appearance and impression at surface, doesnt really count.

I like that Madonna's songs. But i hate her...boleh tak macam tu.hik hik hik.
Shanti said…
Hmmm..wanted to say something on your blog yesterday but seem like you were on it. Yeah baby, I went for Thaipusam. Not bad after all. Anyway, you have interesting stuff to read...will read later. Wonder will you post my picture on your blog for birthday..hehehehe
lunacy said…
jimi, what i was before makes me what i am today :) eh lebih kurang gitu lah ..

sbb apa yg berlaku dulu buat kak lun percaya certain things can be changed asal saja kita redha dan percaya dgn Allah. kengkadang apa yg kita minta tak dapat, tapi yg datang dgn secara tidak langsung mengubah hidup kita, betul tak cikgu?

Alhamdulilah i was enrolled to a madrasah and punyai ibuk yg sangat penyayang plus wif adek, jun,lin dan ani ;)

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