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so wat gitu loh?

Adek finally updated her advanture in HK and Shenzhen. I shld hv travel more when i was single. Jon.au would love me more if she could share her passion for travelling with me. But my parents were over protective of me .. and financially, i wasn't ready for that. Its something great that i had to let go...

kengkadang aku ingatkan cuma orang yg blum kahwin jer selalu terperangkap dlm situasi serba salah. takut ter'offence' kekasih hati .. aiyooo u know those crappy sob sob situation. Guess what, i was caught in that situation a while ago. rasa cam satu beban besar bertenggek kat atas kepala. Fikiran jadi sempit, mood jadi lesu. Kalau nak lebih hindustan lagik .. aku rasa macam nak mati, nak terjun, nak nangis, tak mau makan dan nak sengaja carik helah utk jatuh sakit Hei! ni bukan aku laaa .. ni bukan utk aku yg dah beranak dua. Nih bukan situasi yg aku mahukan dgn lovey. Zaman 'gitu-gitu' dah lama ova .. errm tapi kenapa aku rasa cam gitu lagi.

i need to think lah..

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