think the world freeze when the endiogram results showed that 3 of ayah arteries were blocked. He needed a bypass, medicine couldnt help him much. I had problem digesting this. Lovey asked me what was my opinion? he couldt digest it when i said 'i dont know'.

emotional flooding me. cried and cried last nite while showering. hopefully, ive let out the emotional that had been blocking my thingking.

pray of us frens .. pls