hard time

left wif 3 days, lovey dah tension. i dah siap jadi mak ayam ready to defend anak2 ayamnya kalau 'terancam'. A fighter cock pun ada.. Adib still trying his best to absorb whatever his parents and teachers been telling and teaching him. He didnt see it yet, the worry and the anxious of us; Adult. Kesian .. i asked him smlm you nak masuk madrasah?? he said 'Nak ibu'. His worry was 'tak mau pakai seluar pendek to skool' dats why nak masuk madrasah. Ada kala tuu bila semua dah sampai ke never land, aku nangis dan doa pada Allah. Aku pandang adib bertambah sedih pulak hati ni. Imshe kata dia tak sanggup nak go thru like what im going thru now. Entah eh, aku pun tak tahu apa yg aku tengah go thru sekarang nih.. but i want it to be ova soon. I want adib to play hard like any other normal kids. I want adib to have the best dunia dan akhirat ..

Why is it so hard???!!