burn for you

i could still hear his voice asking me "ayang ok?". i looked into his eyes and said "ok". But the truth was, nothing seems ok with me. in fact i kept trying to console myself and my feelings but it didn't work at all. he joked, he tried to engage me in small conversation it didn't seem to work. Actually, i was disappointed with him. My request yesterday was not taken seriously. He might have his reason for doing what he did. To me 'wateva!'. i don't want to hear his excuse. Tho, this morning i felt guilty for not making breakfast and coffee. I ignore the guilt. He simply thot i was tired and sleepy and i let him. The only thing i could do was to passed him a bar of 'sneakers' and left the car after kissing his lips. sorry dear, no 'i love u' for now.