i could still hear his voice asking me "ayang ok?". i looked into his eyes and said "ok". But the truth was, nothing seems ok with me. in fact i kept trying to console myself and my feelings but it didn't work at all. he joked, he tried to engage me in small conversation it didn't seem to work. Actually, i was disappointed with him. My request yesterday was not taken seriously. He might have his reason for doing what he did. To me 'wateva!'. i don't want to hear his excuse. Tho, this morning i felt guilty for not making breakfast and coffee. I ignore the guilt. He simply thot i was tired and sleepy and i let him. The only thing i could do was to passed him a bar of 'sneakers' and left the car after kissing his lips. sorry dear, no 'i love u' for now.
i just can't seem to remember my username. but after i made the enquiry and try to to get in again, it WORKS!. ayo ..manyak susah lor
anyway, a fren there.. just linked me to her blog. it was cool stuff. full of weird words that i think i might need a dicky to check out the real meaning. But that's ok, it makes life more interesting and at least i knoe that my vocab is still near to uno. Gosh! i should learn words it will be good for my young lovey too. Should stop learning languages from tv. Oh well, no wonder i flunk my GP. But that’s ok, at least i found my love partner when i re-sit for the exam.
so a fren of mine just got a prada bag and tod's. i noe prada but wat’s a tod's? but its ok, its not as if im gonna get one too. Maybe I should go to petaling street heh …
so after almost of 30xx old of living, i guess this is who i am eh? it would be good if i can do a survey and find out how my frens look at me. but adulthood is so different. I just hv to do ...
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