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im itch to write .. but what about? about me going back to normal self again?

after the 40days prayer, i felt at ease with myself and my fate. Yes, i do cry when pple asked about ibuk but i don't cry when im on my own anymore. Last saturday, the family who attended the prayer for ibuk were lesser than the usual bunch. Which was good cos it gave us more room to sit and talk freely. Most of us dreamt of ibuk. Aunt Eton said she dreamt of ibuk. Ibuk was with a little kid. Ahhhh... must be angah aka Anja my bro. How wonderful that must be for ibuk and angah to be together again. Yes, adek and me dreamt of ibuk too .. lovey on the hand dreamt of ibuk wanted to bring out mak (my in law). Ya Allah..

Adib P1 school work kept us busy almost everyday.
Kimi adoring manja .. melt our heart. Hump! and that boy only show his 'manja' when no outsiders around.
Lovey been very supportive and helpful .. oh, btw he is at home now wif the kids. Something bit adib on one of his eyes. so it looks 'tembel'.

at this moment .. im ready to make nice but i don't know how. Im less bitter than the usual but i don't know if the bitterness will spark again.

I pray Hidden Valley will be safe from the bustbush-fire .. u take care jun. till we meet agian in Apr 09.

Comments

I_mshe said…
BUST fire????
9:54 PM
lunacy said…
hahaha can't imagina eh BUST fire? ok amended the typo.
9:01 AM
aqriz said…
BUST FIRE..lepas tu..ada Pants in Fire ;-)
9:46 AM
lunacy said…
hot hot hot!!!
11:05 AM
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