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im 35!! hmm when i think of being 35.. the image of small me cabut uban ibuk yg kian memutih di kepala. I would say "banyaknye buk.." and ibuk replied would be "ibuk dah tua, ti".  In my heart i would deny my mom answered. I would not want her to grow old and would not want her to leave me and i most certainly don't want her to die.

But not everything that we want could happen. Ibuk and me, we were 23 yrs apart.. while my elder son and me is 28 yrs gap.  Would God take me away from him just like what happen to me and ibuk?

oh boy! this entry wasnt suppose to be about death. But its about me celebrating with my family and frens.  Alhamdulilah i still have people around me that care & love me so much more than i can tell.  Thanks all ..

to shanti, thanks for the 'SURPRISE' gift ..

Comments

Jah@blogspot said…
Salam...

May you stay happy and Blessed, always, insyaAllah...

Aaameeen - bi barkati Ramadan, insyaAllah :)

Wassalam.
The 6 of Us said…
Selamat ulang tahun, semoga Allah panjangkan umur, murahkan rezeki, dan sentiasa melindungi and memberkati hidup Kak sekeluarga, amin.
lunacy said…
Jah, yes im hoping for berkah fi ramadhan

amin, amin, amin ya rabbal alamin. thanks rahmah :)

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