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genap setahun (esok)

Background mood: berhenti berharap by SO7 and songs fr Krispathi

Tahun lepas, aku masih ada ibuk.. tahun ini ibuk dah tak de lagi. 25 December menandakan genap setahun ibuk pulang kerahmatullah. Ringan dada kerana ibuk yang kami sayang sudah selamat bertemu yg Esa. Doa yang tak putus untuk ibuk, Insyallah. Tersenyum aku bila mengenangkan ibuk ... tarikh lahir ibuk jatuh pada hari gaji/bonus aku. Hari kematian ibuk pula jatuh pada cuti umum. Memudahkan kami untuk berkumpul baca tahlil/yasin dan ziarah ibuk di kubur. Sehingga ke akhir hayat pun ibuk masih mengatur perjalan hidup kami. Terima kasih Tuhan


tahun ni, aku tak join kismas party. selalu pun tak join 'sangat' tapi tahun ni aku tak join terus. Ramai yg tanya kenapa ? .. aku tak mau nanti jawapan aku jadi 'anti climax' plak .. so aku kata je tak de pa-pe. tak kan nak cakap im mourning cos its my mom's 1yr death anniversary : (

bebehari lepas lovey called me at the office dan katanya ' i think cukup lah'.
Alhamdulilah ... apanye yg cukup?? cukup utk menampung perbelanjaan keluarga kalau aku 'give up' kerja aku ni. itu yg aku harap-harapkan ..


School holiday soon will come to an end. Flipping thru the pics ive posted in FB i think, we did just fine with the kids this holiday, Alhamdulilah. On shore holiday can be fun too. Especially when we did it together as a family. One last thing to do: watch Avatar : )


happy holiday pple ..

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