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15th Ramadan

hari ini masuk 15 hari kita berpuasa. Di radio sudah mula berkumandang lagi raya. pagi tadi semasa serika uniform lovey, berkumandang lagu raya yang tak pernah aku dengar sebelum ini. Tetiba aku teringatkan ibuk. Pedih sekali perasaan waktu tu.. aku nangis sendiri, tangisan rinduku pada ibuk.  Berdetik dlm hati, kenapa ibuk pergi tinggalkan kami. Airmata walaupun ku kesat tapi terus mengalir.

Ibuk, bik bukan ibuk dan bik tak akan dapat jadi sebaik ibuk. Tapi bik cuba jadi orang baik. Baik tu bermula dari hati, kan Buk?. Bik cuba jaga hati walaupun tak mudah.  Bik cuba buat apa aja utk buat ibuk bangga.  Bik rindu nak cium pipi ibuk, kali terakhir bik cium pipi sejuk ibuk, macam masih dapat bik rasakan lagi Buk. Buk, walaupun bik sayang mak dan sanggup buat apa aja utk mak tapi mencium pipi mak pun bik tak leh terbuat. Entah lah, mungkin lepas bik dah tulis kat sini, bik dapat kekuatan untuk cium mak pula. Buk, terima lah Al-Fatihah dari bik utk Ibuk ya.

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