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Friend, again?

Friendship means a lot to me. 'Once a friend always a friend till the end'. Those are words that I treasure till now. I don't hv much friends that's why I tried my best to keep my friends.

Years back before I got married I was hurt by someone I called friend. Since then my friendship with her became awkward and I let it be that way. I didn't try to mend it, I just let it go..

Not so long ago, a found a new friend. I adored and worshiped her. She was the goddess that inspired me. Finally, I found happiness and life after Shanti moved away from me. But somehow without sign 'my new friend' vanished from everything that we had. She left me with loneliness just like how she found me.

And now out of nowhere the 'everyday people' that had been part of me decided to let go of the beautiful ties that we created out of loneliness, love & trust. I'm sure there must be reasons behind but leaving without words is unacceptable. You not the sort .. why leave if its only bring pain. Unless leaving us is something that would make u happier, i have nothing to say than.

I dont know.. But I Do Care. That's why i hv to write it here. Come back to us and we put everything behind. Sorry if it got to do with me I just hv no clue. Sorry again if I didn't play my part as a friend shld. You hv the right to be mad. Whatever it is.. Pls come back.

Yours truly
Lun

Comments

Yati WTL said…
i still love you the same... :)
lunacy said…
Then why?

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