When I first started blogging, I had so much of hate for him. It was always him that put us all down and sob abt life. Ibuk, adek and me always wish for him to leave us so we could be happier on our own. But Allah had better plan for us, He took our beloved Ibuk from us and let us continue dealing with him.
Somehow I manage to put aside all those hatred and love him like a daughter shld. But he's not someone that appreciate what good life is. Now that he's health is improving, financially stable, he decided to take his leave and disappeared for 3 days until i had to lodge a police report for missing person. Looks like he prefer to be alone rather than having us around him. He told me he will go again for a few days and will only be back after Raya. It is sad to know that your own flash and blood and the only one left prefer to be alone in a foreign land than be with us. I forgotten this is the real "him" that has not appear ever since Ibuk left us.
Ya Allah, alangkah baik nya jika Ibuk yang masih ada dgn kami sekarang.
Raya ini, kami jadi yatim piano tanpa Ibuk dan ayah. Dan kami terpaksa berhadapan dgn senyum ketek keluarga ayah.
Somehow I manage to put aside all those hatred and love him like a daughter shld. But he's not someone that appreciate what good life is. Now that he's health is improving, financially stable, he decided to take his leave and disappeared for 3 days until i had to lodge a police report for missing person. Looks like he prefer to be alone rather than having us around him. He told me he will go again for a few days and will only be back after Raya. It is sad to know that your own flash and blood and the only one left prefer to be alone in a foreign land than be with us. I forgotten this is the real "him" that has not appear ever since Ibuk left us.
Ya Allah, alangkah baik nya jika Ibuk yang masih ada dgn kami sekarang.
Raya ini, kami jadi yatim piano tanpa Ibuk dan ayah. Dan kami terpaksa berhadapan dgn senyum ketek keluarga ayah.
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