Ibuk left us on chrismas day. So for the past 5yrs we visited her kubur on 25th Dec with ayah. On the 6th year, ayah too left us on 23rd Nov 2014.
This year marked the 1st year ayah left and 7th for Ibuk. Visitting ibuk and ayah kubur felt like its time to let go what was in my mind. I hold the tombstone and told them about Adeena. As if they were there, comforting me. I guess its the only way to feel their existant "physically". Tho ayah and ibuk had been appearing in my dream quite a number of time.
i just can't seem to remember my username. but after i made the enquiry and try to to get in again, it WORKS!. ayo ..manyak susah lor
anyway, a fren there.. just linked me to her blog. it was cool stuff. full of weird words that i think i might need a dicky to check out the real meaning. But that's ok, it makes life more interesting and at least i knoe that my vocab is still near to uno. Gosh! i should learn words it will be good for my young lovey too. Should stop learning languages from tv. Oh well, no wonder i flunk my GP. But that’s ok, at least i found my love partner when i re-sit for the exam.
so a fren of mine just got a prada bag and tod's. i noe prada but wat’s a tod's? but its ok, its not as if im gonna get one too. Maybe I should go to petaling street heh …
so after almost of 30xx old of living, i guess this is who i am eh? it would be good if i can do a survey and find out how my frens look at me. but adulthood is so different. I just hv to do ...
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