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Ya Allah, dgn nama Mu yang Agung aku mohon syifa'Mu buat aku sekeluarga. Kau peliharalah kami dari org2 yg hasad terhadap kami dan janganlah kau kabulkan doa2 mereka utk menganiaya kami. Dan kau berikanlah taufiq dan hidayah kpd mrk. Ameen. Adib dan kimi, ayah n ibu loves u both with all our heart. If Allah's will that we shld part please remember our love for both of you. That will help you to go thru life. Jadilah anak2 yang soleh, muslim yg berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. Doakan kami selalu patuh pd setiap apa yg ayah suruh sbb itu membawa kpd kebaikan kamu berdua. Pada siapa agaknya anak2 ibu menumpang kasih? Yeh, the kids are closer with you would you? Remebering how my name was tag with Anja remained and buried in his new place.  Subhanallah. Ya Allah, jika belum masak kami utk pergi, kau sihatkan lah kami.. Posted via Blogaway

Did I tell you that I am now a volunteer at the kids school?. It happened unexpectly, or I can say, it happened coincidently.  Full filling my life in a different expect, somehow can be fun yet tiring. Subhanallah, may Allah bless us with His rahmah. By the way, I was volunteering at the library a while ago and I came across a book by Norma Mazer. Somehow the name brought back old memories of me and my teenage life. I picked the book and lightly reading it.. I found my "old messy me". The old emotions, the sadness, the thot of how crazy I was 'in my head'. I was so closed to tears. Those emotions was part of me and I wouldn't want to get back there. Subhanallah,  I am thankful for the way things are now. Alhamdulilah for keeping me in the right path Ya Allah. Posted via Blogaway

Alone. I.miss being alone but I miss ur company too. Life is strange. But nothing is stranger if u know its Allah's will. Pray and tame the heart with Solah and sabar. Insyallah .. Posted via Blogaway

it's been 5yrs now and nampaknya aunty jun dan ayah ali juga sudah dijemput pulang ke rahmatullah. Posted via Blogaway

Oh seriously,  its hard to find time alone these days. Im not complaining infact thankful to Allah for this path that He plans for me. Today is officially the last day of school. Its bn one long winderful yrs of sending n picking up the kids fr school. Make some new friends along the way. Friends fr madrasah, masjid, School canteen. Subhanallah, im thankful for that. One great friend that God sends to me is kak tira. Great fun sahabat indeed. I thot after shanti n ligo, I won't find another. Yet, I was lucky enuf to meet with one. Alhamdulilah ;) Posted via Blogaway

He remembered he didnt get me anything last Aug. So he got me one new hp. Posted via Blogaway

I know ur bit down right at this moment. Being targeted for the unnacessary is zolim. But rest assure, you are never alone. You and ur fmly were with me when I was down with pain and I will not leave u alone on this either. My heart, prayers and doa with you always, Dear.