im the idiot darling, sorry

I found this song while watching "OC". So heartbreaking. So emotional. So right and So me. And I also find strength in it. Its a song by Cold Play. I wud love to share it with my closest frens. btw, I cried. It was a good painful cry. But i assured myself that i'll fix "it". Shanti just saw my face and was so damn shocked. She told me maybe b'cos i laugh too much yesterday.. maybe.

my bro wrote abt "Reaction Paper"..hmm i think my reaction today is far too strong. Im so down..and i skip lunch without having proper breakfast. Gosh!! I'll be sick very soon i think.

Fix you - Cold play

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you