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kick my ass pls..


what the ????!

everyday is learning experience for us. two more days to birthday i tot i can at least make myself feel right but i guess i screw up a lot of times. Baru nak get ova tersentap ova last friday entry that ive deleted demi menyelamatkan persahabatan dari pupus. hari ni pula adek cried on the phone cos i care more for pple that is not in sg than her!! (u get what i mean? i care more for u guys than my own sista) if that is true, pls someone kick my ass cos i deserve it. At this juncture, i can only say i care for those who welcome my presence. Some pple welcome me with open arms; its like dtg ke rumah orang dan duduk di kerusi empok. But some just play hard and cold. As for my sista, she's too manja sampai tak leh angkat. But what to do .. in my eyes she's still the little princess that i used to bring along with me anywhere i go.

Am trapped playing the big sista role. Insyallah its for a good cause.

To the rest, lets pray to i_mshe's nephew yg sedang sakit di hospital skarang nih. Semoga Fatihah kita dapat menjadi penawar buatnye

mimpi smlm:
smlm aku bermimpi. Seolah2 aku berada di suatu kawasan yg meng'eerie'kan. Its like the movie The Maid. Setting nya cukup sama everywhere org cina sedang buat pembakaran (bukan hutan) kertas because of 7th mth aka ghost mth. i keep on seeing things here and there.. when i woke up, rasa seram masih lagi mencengkan jiwa yg pada dasarnya sungguh penakut ini. hmm tak suka lah mimpi cam gini.

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