i took $5 cash from my wallet and pergi IP. Perasaan half2 nak makan sandwich kat delifrance or horfun sajork. When to DF and ordered Chickmayo with crossaints, i asked the man how much? he said $5.05. I quickly said "oh cannot then" and bla ... i settled with Hor fun from Solo. Ok aper...best gak and dapat beli buat melon lagik and still got change in hand ...
for more entertainment baca lah kat sini:
http://larevancha.blogspot.com/2006/04/election-time-baybeh.html
http://alfian.diaryland.com/index.html
ive been following the everyday event. how i wish i get to watch any one of the rallies .. but too bad, my willpower burn to zero at nite. For the past 3 days at home i dinch even do any washing. Cleaning of the house i keep it to the very minimum. Yesterday, feeling weak again like the past days .. i forgot to ask lovey whether he has eaten since morning until evening when he got pissed with dibdib for playing with food. Only then i heard he said he had not eaten since morning. I felt like being slap right on my face. I can't take it and started crying .. i know he wasn't complaining and it wasn't abt me at all but I felt so bad. I used to prepared everything for him and dibdib. Clean, wash and i never complaint. I come to a point of hating my current condition. My weakness .. i cried in the toilet, im my solat, while eating... i keep on crying in silent that he even he can't hear me. I just need to cry and ponder it alone untill i feel better.
for more entertainment baca lah kat sini:
http://larevancha.blogspot.com/2006/04/election-time-baybeh.html
http://alfian.diaryland.com/index.html
ive been following the everyday event. how i wish i get to watch any one of the rallies .. but too bad, my willpower burn to zero at nite. For the past 3 days at home i dinch even do any washing. Cleaning of the house i keep it to the very minimum. Yesterday, feeling weak again like the past days .. i forgot to ask lovey whether he has eaten since morning until evening when he got pissed with dibdib for playing with food. Only then i heard he said he had not eaten since morning. I felt like being slap right on my face. I can't take it and started crying .. i know he wasn't complaining and it wasn't abt me at all but I felt so bad. I used to prepared everything for him and dibdib. Clean, wash and i never complaint. I come to a point of hating my current condition. My weakness .. i cried in the toilet, im my solat, while eating... i keep on crying in silent that he even he can't hear me. I just need to cry and ponder it alone untill i feel better.
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