i don't know it could be this painful. i ate too much chocolate and durian within a day while having sore throat. In the end, i couldn't sleep cos my throat was burning with pain. Serve me right kan?? i know but i never felt this strong about chocolate before .. its like a new found love!! and a painful one. So i learnt. Back to the office, i felt trapped and confined most of the days. Not so much of happiness except when i got my paycheck!. i lead a pretty quiet life, alone most of my days. there were days when i felt like quitting while some i just love what i was doing. How much longer? i keep asking myself.
oh yes, love blossom. Im thankful for that. Tho, there were days when things got bad for me (erm just for the record i took some pills to 'get high' cos that seem to be the easiest thing to do and the fastest way out.) Thank you Love for sticking by. Sorry to put u thru this madness. ive learnt so much that morning. Thanks for not lecturing me.. i promise, i try to be better next time.
its time to move forward yet there were 2 great things ive learnt in 2009 :
and 
this is what i trying to do, im doing it the best that i could.
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