Friday, June 26, 2015

1st of 2

Closing ayah bank ac is a painful experience. Esp when im doing it alone. Sad. It is sadness and holding back tears cos i feel like one by one im eleminating him of what he had.

Ya Allah.. forgive my ayah and ibu. Bless them with your rahmah, Ya Allah.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

An Apology

Alhamdulilah Ya Rabb. Thank you so much. You heal my pain, You help me gain my strength to move on. To face the people that had wronged me and now i received an apology WA. Subhanallah, Allahu Akbar.

Alhamdulilah, You heal my heart until i don't feel anger or pain when i saw the msg. Just anguish and syukur. I let it be, for i cant find the right words to begin with.

Time will tell.. time will tell me what to do. For i am not that guliable kid anymore. I will take my time, You will guide me when the time comes, Insyallah.

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Harith 6B -2015

As per the title, this entry is abt that thin, small little moody boy, timid and shy. I first noticed him when he told me he didnt know what to eat during school recess. I was like "wot?" A P6 boy dont know what to eat??? Duhhh... than as weeks goes by, i started to notice Harith and his patern in life.
One day, i told him that "life is not a pattern. Sometimes it works and sometimes i doesn't". I could not put Harith away fr my thots. Everytime i volunteer at the canteen, im sure Harith knew that his life pattern would be awkward and distorted. But he didnt get mad at me. That's the thing, you see! I feel like he allows me to talk n nag and pretty much get involve with his life.

Today, i spotted Harith quieng to buy his 2pieces chicken without me asking him too. When he turned and saw me, i showed him 2 thumbs up!. He sat on different bench with different group. That was totally not his style. When i spotted him, he smile at me. Subhanallah!! Ya Allah, may this be a good journey to success for a boy named Harith. Ameen.

Thursday, March 19, 2015

This is US

On Thea's 3rd birthday.
May happiness be with us..

Bertaqwalah &Sabr

Itu yg bermain dlm fikiran, yg aku ingat daripada banyak hadith2 yg kami pelajari.
Bila kita takut pada Allah, Insyallah kita akan bersabar.
Syukur Alhamdulilah ya Rabb atas kasih sayang Mu utk kami. Kebahagian bersama melalui ayat Al-Quran Mu, semoga sifat kesederhanaan ini menjauhkan kami dari riak dan takabbur ya Rab. Lindunggilah kami, sesungguhnya Engkaulah sebaik2 pelindung buat kami. Ameen.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Tuhan ku dan kemanisan bersabar

"Subhanallah, mulanya Kau duga kami dgn sesuatu yg sulit utk kami telan. Selepas itu Kau berikan kemanisan kehidupan. Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Tuhan yang maha Agung dgn segala sifat kebesaran"