update:iwan

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Dear Blog,


kak ana called tadi. she said iwan dah abis chemo and he's not doing well. fever rose to 40 , coughing and lung ada spots .. probably lung infection. doc hear some noise fr his heart. Heart murmur or something. he's not eating either. he rely on pow kacang and chocs. still diarrhea. . tak cukup oxygen. he probably will go to ICU soon if fever tak turun plus ICU will give better oxygen support.

i told kak ana, to give him air zam zam yg di baca selawat and ayat kursi & doa. suruh dia minum and sapu the balance zamzam to his head/body etc ..i always believe doa seorang pada Allah adalah obat yg paling mujarab. 

in the mean time, lets pray to iwan ya ...Ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim .. sihatkan lah iwan, Amin.

for the 4th or 5th year or so ... ( i lost count) actually i didn't join the dept retreat.

circumstances - dats what its all about.

im missing the time when i could just pick up the phone to call ibuk. ibuk would happily fill me in with my kids daily activity and creativity. Ha! like this one.

unfortunately, MIL being old and diff from ibuk could not fill me with the same tale. i've tried with the casual call but MIL gave me this panic tone like 'huh lun? what is it?' ... MIL so not casual lah ... so i guess soon lah. I want to be near my boys ..

these days, adib kept asking me: "bila nak jumpa nyai. sejak adib primary 2, adib blum jumpa nyai lagik."

(jumpa = visit kubur)
he might want to tell his nyai that he is in P2 now : )
a good fren bought a facial/spa package for me. so i went for it. my virgin visit to mary chia. oh yes babe ... my face fairer, cleaner ... the beautician finds my frackles a problem to my face. My husband find those frackels irresistable!!

to jimi, semoga abah jimi bertambah pulih ya, Insyallah.

to iwan, stay strong boy. i don't know how the 7days chemo treatment work. Stay strong boy.

happy weekend

p/s: hard to let go something that is so priceless tho i wanted to. maybe our path cross again and we become less of a stranger.

Shanti ...

iwan sakit..

he's young, smart, skillful in football. My boys love him and so are we .. Ya Allah semoga sakitnya dapat diubati, Amin.

doc suspect he got leukemia. yup, this 17 yr old cute lil boy. If it is true, i hope it is still the initial stage.

Flashback: i rememberd last year, every friday noon i wud rush to Cancer Ctr @ SGH. Adek would bring ibuk to hospital and i took over after that.

Today, i went back to the hospital. The deep cut feeling as i saw the building for cancer patient. Since ibuk gone, ive never been to the hospital so imagine the feeling. Now its Iwan. Our cousin's middle child. Nothing is confirm yet, we shall continue praying for him. His mom and dad

p/s: oh! i saw an old fren's working place right infront of Blk7 @SGH. Oh wait a minute ..not only i saw the building, i actually saw her!! She's looking fine, as always.

*Spanking*

last year, we had hard time with issue on school bully. Adib was bullied several time by few of the boys in school. Remembering back how he came back home with bloody mouth, losing his baby teeth (twice on diff occasion), being pushed, two boys pulled his legs and hands and he ended up fell flat on the ground. It was all too painful and pityful for us as a family. We were worried sick about adib development in school. Worried especially if the class bully would 'teased' him. Even on the last week of school last year, the class bully still tried his luck to bully adib.


This year, i have not heard of any storys yet. Only that the class bully would use adib writting materials in class. Few times we told adib to inform the teachers but not too sure if adib actually did it!! And sooo the story goes .. Yesterday, lovey and me weren't working. We dicided to fetch adib in school, I happend to meet with the form teacher and to my SURPRISE teacher told me adib did something last week. According to teacher, the class bully told adib to take one hand of another classmate while he took the other hand and they did something until the boy both arm had a blue/black mark. Yes!! adib joined the geng bully and we were so shocked/disappointed/angry when we heard the stories. Could you imagine how we felt? We were so against BULLY and adib actually bullied other kid!!. Lovey got mad! really mad over this whole situation. We decided that Adib had to be punished for what he did. For team up with the class bully, for hurting his small built and quiet classmate, for ignoring ibu/ayah advise!! After all the lecture, questions and answers, its was time for the punishment. Since we don't have 'rotan' at home i told Lovey he could use his belt. Lovey who was mad as i don't know what to describe actually had no heart to spank adib. But i told Lovey to do it as a punishment and hope adib would remember it forever. Lover was in tears as he got up and hit adib buttock. Adib cried. Lovey cried too .. and soon both father and son hugged each other.

erm me? i need to find the boy's home number to apologize to his mum for what my son did. I knew adib didn't mean to hurt his friend. It was probably something that started as teasing but gone bad in the end. I hope he will be wiser next time ...

Parenthood - never too easy just when we thot he was showing improvement in school and matter like this happend. We hope we did it right and we hope adib learnt his lesson, Insyallah.

she's 36, ha!

really hope she likes what i got for her. i had a good time searching for this gift. the 'feel good' - feeling is overwhelming!!. 

happy to be able to see her again. tho for just 5 minutes .. She is one of the nicest person that i know since my innocent age. Wish you happiness with Iman & Sabar always dear sahabat.  May Allah bless u and family, live full of love, Amin.