Ive bn missing a lot. I hv to give up volunteering in school. I hv to give up being surrounded by the kids. I miss out the chances to be in mosque, dhuha and being bless just to be there in God's house. Attending hadith class to refresh and re-seeking abt Islam. Too many things that I thot I know and logical thinking like how I use to think dont make sense anymore. It is all in Quran and Hadith, the rest which may not seem ideal in some pple eyes but if Allah had written it that way in the Quran, you'll be bless if u could see what's hidden behind it.
I may not be there but Allah knows how much I love to learn everyweek.