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S mlm waktu aku jalan2 carik makan .. suddenly terasa badan cam sejukkk jer. Hmm angin sepoi2 nih masuk kebadan ke?? dlm aku terkata2 dalam hati, tangan aku meraba ke tepi badan .. MAK!!! korang tahu apa tak??? baju aku KOYAK!!! serious tak bedek .. koyak besar gak tau.. i told my colleague yg berjalan bersama. Heh, benda2 gini tak selalu berlaku kan?? so first thing to do was to buy safety pin, masuk kedai makan, terus tuju toilet dan safely pin down those tempat koyat sampai jadi gini!! lepas tuu happily makan nasi campur hehehe.. that's me lah. A bit tak cerewet and it doesn't spoil my day at all. Bila balik opis baru lah do a better job wif the pins (still). Sempat singgah Robinson to check out the sale some more and i saw MiMi !!! Cekya, i bought 3 Mimi.. angkut semua yg ada kat shelf tuu On a Happier Mode .. Lin managed to contact our old skool fren. Ni member ke mana2 together. This morning, I contacted that fren of mine, Jan . If u reading this Jan, Welcome to my blog!

last friday, i had a hard time dozing off .. nervous breakdown kottt but by morning i tak leh bangun hihi.. standard lah tuu eh? hectic morning as usual nak siapkan budak.. told adib he shld be wearing baju kurung and guess what, that boy nak pakai songkok dgn sampin sekali!! Ya ampuuunnn ... ada ke patut?? had a hard time telling him that it was inappropriate to put on sampin and i afraid he might perspire kalau pakai songkok. After a while he kindda cool off .. sent kimi to ibuk house and off we go to Irsyad. I came @ 8.45am. Most kids had gone up to their class. Goodness tak sempat nak panic pun.. ramai parents look confident jer.. lovey & aku kecut dlm hati. Dlm tuu kami berjumpa ramai jugak kawan2 kerja dan kawan sekolah. Imshe, i met zaina. Nice gurl eh.. she married to faizal razak wif 3 kids now. met another gurl farah. errmm this one tak berani nak tegur sape dari dulu i jumpa dia pun i tak berbual dgn dia.. married to ermm i forgot his name. its like married to 'orang

it was nice of them to bring us for makan plus wif bouquets of flowers for the 6 of us in celebration for the 'late' secretaries week! for the 1st time i dun quite feel elated abt receiving the flowers .. maybe cos it were orchid green and yellow. funny i wud say .. 50 bucks for such a thing?? a waste to me. im trying to ber'syukur' infact i kept telling myself cekya wud snaphot the flowers and bring the best of it.... till tmrw ..

to all my dearest frens, thanks so much for the supports, love & care .. this past 2 weeks have been hectic and tiresome for us. But somehow i got new frens coming here with their kind words and concern. God bless us all with this new found frenship, Insyallah. tomorrow 9 am to 1 pm .. doakan ye utk adib. Semoga dia diberi kemudahan utk menjawab Question papers and Oral session. Semoga Adib terang hati dan apa yang dia dah belajar akan ditanya. pesan ligo supaya kami 3 beranak menten cool esok .. Subhannallah.. tangan aku dah sejuk menggigil. Masuk exam A level pun tak begini teruk. thanks jimi for the sms last nite :)

left wif 3 days, lovey dah tension. i dah siap jadi mak ayam ready to defend anak2 ayamnya kalau 'terancam'. A fighter cock pun ada.. Adib still trying his best to absorb whatever his parents and teachers been telling and teaching him. He didnt see it yet, the worry and the anxious of us; Adult. Kesian .. i asked him smlm you nak masuk madrasah?? he said 'Nak ibu'. His worry was 'tak mau pakai seluar pendek to skool' dats why nak masuk madrasah. Ada kala tuu bila semua dah sampai ke never land, aku nangis dan doa pada Allah. Aku pandang adib bertambah sedih pulak hati ni. Imshe kata dia tak sanggup nak go thru like what im going thru now. Entah eh, aku pun tak tahu apa yg aku tengah go thru sekarang nih.. but i want it to be ova soon. I want adib to play hard like any other normal kids. I want adib to have the best dunia dan akhirat .. Why is it so hard???!!

saturday was registration day, we went to Madrasah Aljunied to register since its nearer and less crowded (kurang tension oooiii). I wonder if the kids will be guided for the writing exam hmmm anybody knows?? Especially on the questions .. From the news report last saturday, sambutan was overwhelming, only 210 seats available and yg datang melebihi 250.. takut kan??? sunday, was adib graduation day for his silat. he pass his basic white belt test now move on to the yellow belt, seeing him walking up the stage somehow give me some confidence .. semoga dia terang hati, Insyallah. Next saturday will be the crucial time. Registration will be from 8 am to 8.45 am . Followed by Written Test from 9 am to 1 pm . Need to bring food and drinks in case adib nak makan .. i dun think we would want to eat that early .. to my darling cekya , hope you sabar and redha with what happened to your aunt & her family.. take care of urself too k. i got the news from wtl 's blog .. Thanks yati for

For a first timer like lovey & me this whole test for adib meant a great deal. Alhamdulilah adib been in his "bestest" behavior, eagerly reciting his muqaddam and doa and reading his Aa, ba, ta. According to Adib's teacher, he would be the only student registering for Madrasah education. The rest of adib's classmates opted for gomen school.. Thanks to the teachers, cikgu & mudhirah, we shall all work together, Insyallah. Alhamdulilah for His kindness .. we continuesly seeking His guidence and help. am sure other parents aren't this kecoh abt their children P1 registration but what to do .. caring is sharing kan?? So i would be sharing with you what i managed to jot down from last saturday P1 briefing. Let me know what u think k. Oral: English, Malay & Arabic English: read 4-5 lines Conversation: based on picture given spelling Arabic: Qiraati jilid 2 Surah 1-14 daily doas Written: English Fill in the blanks wif correct words match words with pictures

ive never felt this way, i thot im fully prepared for it err 'mentally' i mean .. but IT still got into me!! what was i talking about?? Entry test to Primary 1 for Madrasah. I went for the briefing last saturday and came back with a headache. Now am bz preparing worksheets for adib ;)

and obviously there are some who wud love to see how the two wud look like .. here you go ;)

i was so sleepy this morning .. and out of the blue i started sneezing and now i had to put on my winter jacket. Nope, no fever so far .. just on lazy mode. Been eating quite a lot of junk since morning .. so not goin anywhere for lunch .. oh yeah, i got those cherry tomatoes from Anna. That would do. Lovey was in a mood for a get together wif his family. He booked chalet for june school holiday a Seaview Bangalow wif 4 bedrooms. Hmm... was 'layaning' him abt the chalet last nite .. dats why pagi mengantuk. My boss and her secretary's fren were out this afternoon. They enjoying themselves to a spa. Oh that reminded me of next tuesday agenday. Imshe, ligo and me would be out lepakking!!! uuuhhh i couldn't wait for that .. its been long.. soo long.. i was so long ago but i still got the blues for you hehehehe ova the radio there was a caller sharing his view wif the DJ and somehow that old feeling came made me bit uneasy .. that voice .. his view on the topic .. hahaha i

just received this .. here are some more pics of Adek bertunang .. Clock wise lun (yang tembam), aunty (yang dah 5o tahun rupanya), mariah (menantu aunty), adek (budak yg tunang), ibuk (yang almost covered by the tudung). the daras.. kepo mendengar orang berbalas pantun kah kah kah.. acah jer tuu its was done short and sassy .. lagi satu tahun adik nak kene kahwin kah kah kah... tengok muka budak yg bertunang tuu.. sungguh 'menggelitis' ye?? Adib (one qtr of the tuan rumah) enjoying his first bite of the cupacake The other 3 qtr of the tuan rumah after the majlis ... *PENAT* Finally, pics wif people .. that shall do it.. Alhamdullilah, everything went well.

pics taken by seri .. That's adib .. looking for errrmmm i wonder what?? my daddy yang hampir sesak nafas on that day .. but still 'action macho' ..

apa hal dgn template aku hari ni .. tetau jer buat hal plak. nak kata apr fool .. dah ova smlm. skang nih aku 'ter'jatuh hati dgn si mambang kuning plak. tapi bila aku belek2 template nih aku teringatkan bilik si Jimi dan juga t-shirt si awan hui hui hui .. bare wif the colour for a while lah ye.. sampai template lama aku kembali normal or aku jumpa template baru. errr... korang jgn kene migraine sudah eh.. p/s: jom kita ramai2 dengdang lagu Yellow ..

its a better day, the mood was getting better. thanks to Jimi for his thotful msg last nite. thanks to ligo too .. yes, i had a slice of bread pizza and a chocolate milk, oh and a potato salad .. and bit of the banana walnut muffin. My tummy hurts so much after eating but i guess it was the process hahaha wateva process lah tuuu... i had to remind myself not to suffer from gas-electric bzzzz!! thanks to cik rin also, for calling. We had our sharing of info aka bitching session ova the phone awhile ago ops!! thanks for understanding me and my emotional pattern. Oh btw, lovey "saw" that something was not right in me so we had our moment together, talking. I had to be fine .. he told me and yes, i shld gives my best .. the appraisal letter was out. No promo lah .. yet Alhamdulilah syukur .. see u all tmrw..