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tell me, dunch u just love the song? am a sucker for plutonic frenchip (eh speling cam lain plak eh). Just like the movie Somekind of Wonderful i always imagine myself as Watts a tomboy girl. Just like the video clip above. Hari nie rasa macam sunyi cos ramai kawan tak kerja .. or maybe im the only one yg kerja. Hmm ada orang tu sempat nak bagi jeles kat kita sebab dia tengok Nuar Zain nyanyi .. ada pulak dengan riang hati buat surprise b'day party. To An, lama tak tanya khabar .. i still remember ur b'day. Wtl fly to KK ye .. Ligo pergi Jurong Bird park on rainny day?? imshe, how was ur check-up? cekya, tak kan takde gambar gathering hari tu?? tatot .. apa update sekarang .. oh im tired lah, need to get back to my stats again .. its a wet Merdeka Day here .. hope cuaca kat sana better. p/s: Baby Kimi keep on kicking nih

saturday. last day before i turned 32. We all set to go pusara (boy (adik), datuk, nenek, nyai, moyang dan unlce). Dibdib was so excited to "meet" his paman again. Siap botol kecik for him to siram kat kubur pamannye. For the first time in 25 yrs that Anja had left us, i saw ayah sedih bila bacakan doa utk Anja. Masa aku kecik dulu, ayah selalu kata kita tak payah doa banyak2 utk Anja sebab dia masih bersih lagik, tak de dosa .. tapi kenapa ye kali nih ayah sedih? mungkin juga umur dibdib lebih kurang umur Anja waktu dia lemas di swimming pool dulu. Mungkin .. mungkin jugak .. seorang ayah mengharapkan doa dan pertolongan anak di akhirat kelak? aku tak tahu .. tapi aku sungguh terkesan bila melihat ayah yg keras bagai besi waja akhirnya bertukar menjadi kapas .. Alhamdulilah, cuaca tak berapa panas .. dibdib lah yg enjoy sangat cabut2 rumput, tabur bunga dan siram air di atas pusara. Setelah selesai melawat 6 pusara kesemuanya .. kami pulang, tapi sempat singgah di Hajah

Kiriman salam you all, lun terima dengan gembira sekali. Thank you dearie all .. 1 sya'ban .. lagi sebulan jer ramadhan akan muncul lagik. Esok, plannyer nak ziarah kubur datuk, nenek, moyang dan semestinya destinasi utama .. umah paman adib - Anja Rulan. Macam mana lah agaknya keadaan kubur adik ye .. dah lama kami tak jengah. Smlm mlm aku dapat kiriman hadiah hari lahir dari Jun. Masyallah, she must be counting the days. It feels like ages i dinch see her.. kiriman hadiah tu pun dah cukup menyerikan suasana persahabatan yg jauh tapi kami cuba dekatkan. Kesian Jun, dia "homesick" katanya bukan dgn tempat kelahiran ataupun makanan di sini tapi dgn kawan2 dan keluarga yg dia tinggalkan. Aku jadi speechless .. Pagi tadi, aku dapat hadiah dari Shanti. Betul kata Ligo, count your blessing lun .. p/s: thanks ligo for the reminder :) ~hv a nice weekend~

after writing yesterday entry, i stoped working and started re-decorating my new workstation. It was so refreshing to pin-up all the postcards & pics, discarding those ugly ones .. transferring some of the files .. it really put my mind off everything. By the second half of the day, my brain started to work again. The new template created work beautifully, Alhamdulilah. By end of the day, lovey waited for me at the lobby and we walked hand in hand ... macam mak/bapak penguin!!! Last monday i saw the pengacara on tv for siti nikah wore a green long dress. Ahhh!! If only i could kirim imshe to buy that for me hehehe .. donch even know where the baju came from .. so yesterday, lovey and me went out jln2 for a while and i had the chance to try out few outfit .. and yahooo!! i got my first b'day pezen from lovey!! Oh he sure know how to erase all my anger .. hehehe. Am happy too to know "my teman tapi mesra" had a good time meeting each other. I had a short chat with

check out the song .. its exactly how im feeling right now. There are few unsettle stuff in my mind and in my head. Furthermore, I dinch get enuf sleep last nite .. am doing a project dat's due next week. But non of the template seems to be working. Damn!!

Happy Birthday to MamaEmmy. Lama tak dengar cerita dia but i do hope she's doing fine with family & career. May Allah bless you always darling.. a

yesterday was a happy day i suppose .. bangun tak berapa pagi siap2kan diri, On tv 3 and check the antenna to make sure gambar terang cos kejap lagik nak tengok Siti Nikah. Lovey, me and tak ketinggalan ibuk excited with the wedding. Entah lah .. we all wants her to be happy. Buat apa nak kecam2 dan guna2kan dia .. lebih baik kita doakan utk kebahagian dia kan lebih elok? I was so happy to see her looking pretty with her tudung and fully lining baju pengantin. Hehehe i always rasa pelik with some artist yg masa nikah pun nak pakai either sexy or jarang ... but hmmm sejak dua menjak nih memang tak tau apa nak expect dari siti but .. bila tengok siti looking so berseri dgn tudung .. sejuk sunguh hati. Even DK pun nampak hamsone .. alah alah Sophian Sophan pulak ... After the aqad nikah ceremony baru terperasan .. eh i got sms rupanya. Still tersenyum melihat kan sms yg aku terima .. senang dan girang sangat hati .. tapi yg lucunya sampai ke saat ini pun aku masih blum dapat idea macam

macam macam yg nak ditulis tapi semua dtg dan pergi sekali lalu jer macam deru angin di pasiran pantai. aku rasa monday nih ramai yg tak gie kerja kot .. and dats include lovey and me. Apsal ye??? hmmm entahlah hehehe. hv a good weekend smua. jaga diri ok!! Imshe, tolong sampaikan salam sayang dan rindu ku pada meka2 yg akan u jumpa di KL nanti. Aku sungguh jeles!! U ols jada si imshe nih k... almaklum, badan dia ada 2 hehehe.

Walaupun dah bertahun2 dia pergi meninggalkan kami tapi dia tetap diingati dan disayangi. Hari ini 16 Aug ialah hari lahirnya .. Al-Fatihah utk Nurzayda Bte Abu Hassan. Semoga roh mu di tempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman. ************************* baru balik dari blog imshe .. and saw the K & S joke by cekya. Im sure that's a good one. Amcam bley sama initial dgn pengantin popular tuh? Apa pun am sure yg ini tak akan naik kuda tapi diorang akan naik UnTa lah!!

menyorot semula kisah pertemuan semalam, aku rasa ligo pasti janggal dan nervous sebabnya aku dan imshe dah berkawan sejak dari zaman sekolah lagik. Aku tabik dgn keinginan dia bertemu kami berdua. Almaklum, bertemu di cyber sama ke macam bersua muka? Kalau menurut pertemuan aku dgn Wtl dulu .. pertemu 8 mata antara kami memang menyeronokkan. Sampai nama aku "lun" melekat di lidah Wtl tak ke terpinga-pinga mak/bapak yg mendengar .. Waktu aku sedang berjalan bersama imshe ke Fig & Olive, aku terus terpandang seorang wanita yg baru keluar dari teksi ... hehehe tu dia cek ligo baru sampai. Tak sangka rupa Ligo masih segar ter-register di minda aku rupanya. Masa nak order makan alahai punya lah kecoh .. tu blum masuk bab bercerita tentang rakan2 blogger lagik, cerita yg ditulis di blog .. like the "cat in bikini" - aku ingat aku sorang jer yg tak paham hehehe.. dan tentang pekerjaan baru imshe .. serta perangai anak2 dan our other half. Oh dan tentunya cerita y

i just came back from lunch with i_mshe & Ligo . three married ladies with kids who blog met and obviously topic yg dibualkan berlarutan dari satu chapter ke chapter yg lain. It was so much fun .. tapi yg sayangnye i couldn't continue with the shopping cos i tak de banyak leave yg tinggal so cukuplah having them walked with me to my office. happy shopping you two. Tapi kental jugak lah kita 3 orang nih .. sebab tak de orang pun yg nak ambik gambar. Anyway, it sure was fun to meet each other .. more new things to learn abt each other .. and Happy Belated B'day again Ligo!! to I-mshe, wa can see ur tummy already lah.. woo hoo!!

salam takziahku untuk teman diseberang sana atas pemergiannya ninda yg tercinta. pagi ini seperti biasa ku mulakan hari ku dgn berkunjung ke blog2 yang sentiasa di hati. Aku mulakan disini dan teruskan membacanya. Hati sebak menjadi sedih, tanggisan terhurai bagai aku dapat menyaksikan setiap kejadian yg berlaku. Air mata yang menitis cepat2 ku sapu dengan tisu. Untuk Awan, semoga kau tabah ye bro. Dadimamu pulang ke rahmatullah pada hari yg cukup mulia dalam keadaan yang tenang. Kami semua simpati dgn kehilanganmu. Tapi kami juga pasti dadima tak pernah menyangkal kasih sayang yang kau berikan padanya selama ini. Jaga diri bebaik ye bro. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Semalam terasa benar hidup ni berlainan bila dah ada anak. Al maklum, beberapa hari sebelumnya aku dah sibuk pergi carik t-shirt merah dan sluar putih utk dibdib, tak lupa juge aku belikan dia bendera kecil utk dia kibarkan kesana dan kesini. Smlm aje .. waktu lovey sedang memandu, dibdib asyik kibarkan bendera keci

Korang tahu kan buat masa ni aku tengah khusyuk menonton Drama tv3, Chinta. I watched it online not live. Aku suka plotnya yang semakin hari semakin berkembang. Tapi aku pelik, kenapa kisah hidup si Chinta tu macam tu. Nak kata malang pun tidak jugak .. dia tidak merempat. Tapi malang jugak sebenarnya kerana cinta impian sukar betul nak melekat. Cinta terlarang yang mekar berkembang. Dan yang paling menyedihkan dia berpaling dari jalan Allah. Nauzubillah. Walaupun ini cerita tulisan manusia tapi kan tak salah kalau kita ambik ikhtibar .. peringatan utk diri sendiri: bila Allah menduga kita dengan sesuatu dugaan yang maha hazab, jangan sekali berpaling dari jalan Allah. Kerana setiap kali Allah menduga seseorang hamba itu, pasti Allah akan berikan ganjaran besar jika hambanya tetap sabar, redha malah bertambah iman kepadaNya. Subhanallah .

initially i thot i dun hv anything going on except "the usual" but my thots run to dibdib. My darling dibdib yang sekarang nih makin membesar, he hates me for telling him what to do, he hates me for being right, he hates me for being so protective and i get annoyed cos when he wants something, he kept on repeating the same old thing ova and ova and ova and ova again, until i got so frustrated that i slapped his face. Yeah, dats what happened last saturday. I slapped that beautiful cheeks that ive been kissing every day without fail. The sweet smelly chubby cheek of dibdib. Last night, i lost my temper again, i didn't hit him but i totally ignored him .. the way he cried, i knew he was very sad. But I need to let him know that he can't be taking me for granted. He is after all a child said lovey. I dinch uttered a word but i cried while putting dibdib to sleep. hmm .. I hate me for being harsh and losing my temper but i hate to see him get spoiled by the day. So yo

last week i was told to start on a project to create template on Statistics which will be posted to the web by end of Aug. Deadline given was 1 wks. My knowledge with the system is very intermediate but i have no choice but to learn to create with that short period. Wat to do, kerja direct with Boss, she split the work into 2. Boss is obviously the Grandmaster in IT so obvously her standard and expectation on me is very high. Alhamdulilah, thru trial and error and helped from her i managed to do the work, ni pun i baru aje email the whole thing for clearance before posting it to the web. Phew!! Now, few other things i need to clear b4 I go for maternity plus; i need to shift workstation. Maybe i can do it next week .. i got lots of shoes kat bawah meja ... hahaha and i used to supply shoes to some colleague too. Hmm, this morning i actually look like i dinch had enuf sleep "dead man walking" dats what i was. My boss also looked the same hahaha we must hv been working very

sepanjang hidup aku lah, smlm kali pertama kita raikan hari lahir ayah. Ayah pun happy semacam bila dibdib wish kan "happy birthday to you". Dlm pada itu, aku tahu lovey agak terkilan sebab dia sebenarnya nak belanjan his own parents makan tau tau rezeki jatuh ke parents in law pulak. But I baru teringat yg mungkin if lovey mau, kita bley bawak mak & bapak to Desa Kartika sebab its an Indonesian Restaurant own by a malay singaporean. Sure mak/bapak tak was-was. No chinese cook i think. Dibdib now is very talkative. He really really talks a lot. Yesterday he was all excited to go makan with his fav nyai, yayi dan bik yeh. Ada jer cerita nak tell .. hmm charming yet geram jugak at times tau dengan ini budak. Last nite thot, i can watch OC but too bad lah while ryan and marissa bizi kissing ... i pun reach never land zzzzzz. p/s: i just realized that am not a planner like ligo but am a dreamer .. hehehe

Since last saturday i dinch get to eat at Sakura .. today lovey ajak makan kat sana in conjuction with Ayah's 60th birthday. Yippiiee .. I think this will be the first time kot kita orang raikan b'day ayah .. cos he's a man yg pelik sesangat. He dinch like us to celebrate his birthday, he always go the opposite way ... kali nih entah kenapa, dah tua agaknya. Mulanya ayah tak mau pergi lepas tuu i told him "pergi je lah ayah" and he said "yelah". Hmmm .. macam manalah adek tak kata aku ni anak kesayangan ayah. Tapi yg pentingnya bukan aku sengaja buat benda2 to please him .. bukan nya aku berkenan dengan semua yg ayah buat .. cuma sebagai anak, kengkadang kau cuba nak paham peri laku ayah. Ayah is a Leo .. sekali dia mengaum abis lah aku!!!